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Everything is connected with everything, everything is a form of energy

I refuse!
Posted:Aug 23, 2023 1:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2023 3:50 am
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I refuse to be pressed into believing, that "old age" can only be archieved with all kinds of sickness...
Artretis, reuma, high blood pressure, and gods know what more,,
I just refuse to believe that..

I also know people who did not get sick and are really old, old...

SO, there must be something to do about it.
Aside from genetical mishaps... maybe..?

There must be something you, i, everyone, can do about staying healty and get old, too...

There must be a connection with what ever it is, we put into that body.
I am convinced !!!
There must be some sort connection between our food and our declining health.
For some, that is....

I tried all kind of "healty food", with changing effect.... end results.

Paleo, Vegitarian, Vegan, even, Dont forget that disaster of Aurvedic....
All hold some part of the puzzle, but non have the whole answer.

I, for sure, know, that eating meat, everyday, is not really very good for your bowel.
Like drinking alcoholics is also not really healthy.
There seem to be a connection with drinking and getting cancer....

I think i found a big part of the answer with base - sour way of eating...

I never followed any dieet, i had a crazy mad sister, who being slim, thought she was fat, so she followed almost any dieet, she could get her hands on.
After finishing that dieet, she fall right back into her old patterns.
She is still totally obsessed with anybodys weight, and hers first!

Is very, very critical, toward other folks, who feel good, the way they are and dont want to follow what ever dieet....

I never saw the benefit of that, why would you wanne do that to your body?
I have been fat, i knew why.
When my personal situation changed, so did my weight...

It also seems to be not really very healthy to eat night shade greens, like eggplants, tomatoes, patatoes..peppers....

Is there a taste, flavor without those?
i can promise you, there is!

It all comes down to a change of mind.

Dont keep onto old habits and believes, makes a big difference, ofcourse..

Try to stay, mentally supple

Try to be adventures!! if you feel like.....

In the end, it is all about maintaining a balance.....

i dont use any medication, i have a healthy weight.. But that balance is a thing....
Reading two books about this sour -Base way of eating.

Very happy i found those two books.
The whole metabolism of the body is explained in one of them.

Take your supplements, there is almost no healthy substance in your daily fruits and vegies, anymore.

Just my thought about food and staying healthy.
I wish and want everyone to be and stay healthy. on all levels.
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Strange stuff is going on, worldwide,
Posted:Aug 23, 2023 12:57 pm
Last Updated:Sep 22, 2023 10:33 am
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Has anyone ever heard of 15 minutes cities?

What do you all really know, about how China really function, on a social level?

Has anyone ever thought about the implication of that, on your personal life?

Just asking....

Heard and read some really scary shit..... In my network.. group.....

Wonder how many on here, are really awake?

Stay sane.
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To me,
Posted:Aug 16, 2023 1:27 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2023 12:45 pm
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It is about surrender.

BUT, you, I cant surrender, if you, I dont know that other person totally.
In all his aspects of his character.
And in his wants and needs,too.

I can only surrender, if i really and totally know him, as a person.

It is not about having a wish list.
It is about commitment

Somewhere on fet, i read, friendship before being his slave.

Also, he can only own you, me, when he totally knows all there is to know about me,
my character, my past, my life experiences.. all and everything...

Otherwise he just a-b- use the body...
Nothing there, no connection, not knowing anything,
except maybe the sexual desires...
But they are not static.

But, nothing about any triggers, or anything else.... about what makes that person, who she is.
What her life values are.. moral code,

So without knowing him, as a person first,
i cant surrender..
There is nothing to surrender to.
It all comes down to just an other sexual game.. play....

To me, that has nothing to do with building trust, friendship,
surrender.

Not being submissive, as long as the game takes.
Or only on my terms.
No!
surrender goes much further then being or acting(?) submissive....
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Chestnut soap?
Posted:Aug 15, 2023 1:35 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2023 3:20 pm
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I talked about making chestnut soap before.
DId not get to making it, before.
Now i have made some of that soap, although this year will be a very bad year for the chestnut.
We had terrible big storms going on, in the wrong time of the year, so all the little baby chestnuts did fall, way too early...

Last week or so, we had an other big storm, and the chestnuts i find are very small.
But i pick some of them anyway...

You chop up the chestnuts, in quarters or such.
You can peel them, too
and then you put the chestnuts in a bottle of water, shake it, let is stand, a few hours.
When you shake the bottle, you can already see some soap.

For a nice smell, you can use essential oils, like lavender.
it is best used on not too dirty wash..... or so they tell me... on this blog....

It is going to be a great new experiment!

I still have to try it in my washing machine.
I wonder if you can use it too, for washing your dishes?

i did read a lot of positive reactions on it.
i wanted to make this because i dont like to use the chemical made soaps, from the factory.

I also dont like it, that i give money to those factories.
it is just a political thing.
And, now, with everything getting more expensive, every day, or, so it seems......

It is also a bit of prepping, maybe?, to not be dependent on those factories...
I have soapwort in my garden, the experiment i did with that, was not really a great one! LOL

Make your own. Take care of your own.
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Getting my gear together,
Posted:Aug 14, 2023 1:31 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2023 3:57 pm
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For my traveling, i wanted to have some sort of rechargeable radio, flashlight and something to charge my phone with.
Well, i got that!
it is such a small great radio, charger, power bank, flashlight, reading light too,...
I do adore it.
Take it with me, everywhere i go, in my house.
And, although it is a very small radio, 349 grams, 18,7 x 7,8 x 11,3
the sound is pretty good!!

Have already bought some real great bike bags, with lifetime Warranty...
Have a great cooking set.
I can cook on wood and gel, and those pressed blocks of ?,... with it, isnt that great!!
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As they say, sometimes?
Posted:Aug 14, 2023 1:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2023 12:19 pm
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The problem solved itself..... sort of....

Some of you know about my informal care with this Chinese family.

The woman of that family is a person with very clear narcistic tricks
That made it very difficult for me sometimes.

I tried to get less and less involved, although my heart cried for those .

Especially the way she treated her ....
and ignored her sons behaviour.

I tried to explain the daugther what was happening and that shé was never the problem.
That it was all in the character of her mother.
Tried to explain the manipulation of her mother...
Attempted to explain the goals of people with narcistic traits....

To a 11 year old.....
Terrible hard......

All of the sudden, they are moving.
The is in her last year of primary school, the last semester....

They are going to live in a totall other part of Holland.
2,5 hour by train....

Everyone in that family is in a turmoil.
Everyone has no idea what is going to happen
shock.
victim.

Her husband did retrait himself, emotionally, long time ago, from her.
Try to get out of her way, protect his own sanity.....

It is such a pitty, you cant confront a narcistic person with their deadly behaviour and hope they want to learn, see what they are doing, to others....

Oh! they for sure, KNOW what they are doing!!

The emotional impact it has, on everyone involved....

The problem will stay, i hope the find other good people, who take them in some kind of protection, against that woman, as far as possible...

I feel deeply for the ...
I tried to explain.... without judgement.

Not longer my problem..... although... well,

The only thing you can do, when you find out, that other person is a narcistic personality disorder, is eliminate yourself from that situation, person...
For your own mental health...

Those cant do that.
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It always makes me laugh,
Posted:Aug 6, 2023 1:12 am
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2023 2:33 pm
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Sometimes, i do read men profiles, when that is possible as a non paying member....

I read about "being dominant his whole life" or something like that.

Thát, is, ofcourse possible.....
It is an urge, a deep feeling, even maybe sometimes a feeling of some sort of loss,
not knowing what that loss is.....

Then i read; he is training all kind of submissives....

That really makes me laugh..
Sure, i know, training is for some, among us, the thing to do, experience... what ever...
A fetish.

For me, it works on my laughing muscles.....

For me, it means, someone who is not able?
Or willing to get emotional involved..... ?

It is a game, a role.....
Most probably, just kinky sex...
It is a ego boost, for that person, only.

My rule of thumb is; You have to Give before you can take.....

Most here, just want to take, giving close to nothing back, at all
Most on here, dont even understand, get this.

It is not ever about the deep emotional commitment, FIRST, to each other...

I hope he finds his match.

Also, to each their own.
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Sinead Oconnor,
Posted:Jul 26, 2023 2:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 2:09 am
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I was in shock.
heard it on the radio, just now!
I truelly loved her voice!!
And her political viewpoints, too!

She stood for something!
I love people who do that.
She was a very political, powerfull woman.

Alas, with her background, it was only, almost "common" that her life was sometimes a turmoil.....

I am very sad, about her being gone for ever......
I hope wherever she is, now, she feels, have peace of mind....
RIP Sinead O' Conner
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picture,
Posted:Jul 20, 2023 10:14 am
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2023 12:52 pm
21924 Views
This,

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Red shoes, sequence, part dos, two.
Posted:Jul 19, 2023 4:28 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2023 10:12 am
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Unfortunaliy the shoes suck, big time
They looked so nice, just a simple model, nothing fancy...
Great cut of the leather, good stitching too...

BUT, they were way too wide!

Return to sender!
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