Shoes and a collier,
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Posted:Nov 26, 2023 11:40 am
Last Updated:Dec 7, 2023 6:06 am 9778 Views
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Hmmmm, something strange is going on...
Where are my pictures??
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Reliable?
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Posted:Nov 26, 2023 2:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2023 9:00 am 9264 Views
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Once again, i went with the train, to this city, to do some shopping.
Buying this collier, what was made by hand, especially for me
While standing on the platform, waiting for the train, there came two men walking onto the platform and looking totally confused.
So, i ask, can i help you? Are you looking for something?
This one man, let me look at his phone, to show the "platform" he needed to be.
He was talking about a platform that was not even there?!
So, i was thinking, platform 3? 3???
So, i look around and then, lightbulb!!
This man, needed to get a bus!
Not a train!!
So, they run to get their bus connection.
There was this other woman, standing on the platform, too,
i tell her what just happened, she asked me; Is that bike yours?
I tell, her yes, that is my bike.
So, you come across as someone who travels a lot, that makes you reliable to ask,
to trust.
I look at this woman, totally surprised, Oh? really?
Gosh.....
I just wanted to help.....
Thats all.
It was a nice talk with this other woman, she travels by train and bike too...
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Today,
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Posted:Nov 24, 2023 9:46 am
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2023 2:32 am 8267 Views
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I wanted to work on my own bike,
because the back light still was not working.
I dont know, what happened, but, before, the light was just working pretty fine,
no problemo at all
All of the sudden, the light stopped working, the SOUR, man, did try to fix it,
but he is too lazy to really work it out.
Just throws in an other "solution", that does not fix the light at all.
So, i worked it out, put some new wire in it, right through the frame, inside the frame.
That was a hell of a job!
But, with the help of an other man, working there, we fixed it.
really working to solve this problem, together!!
That felt soo good!
You know, be open to the suggestion, the other gives, or i gave...
listen and work it out.
Eventually, i found the solution for this wire thing, getting it through the frame.
What a job!!
It took us, almost the bigger part of the day.
Then, i had to put the back wheel back in, and all the other parts too...
I forgot some spare parts to adjust, but that was not a big structual problem, more a visual aspect.
just something i will pick up on, finish, next teusday.
Finally, my back light is working as it use to be!
Yeah, together with this other collleague.
He is cool, he just tells me, you can do it this way or that way, here are the tools,
go ahead and do it.
See for yourself, what works best for you.
Comes back to check in, on me, if i get it done.
All very relaxed.
It is not so much about that i dont know how,
but it is more about building convidence, that i can fix it.
Because, well, i did fix bikes before.
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Elections,
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Posted:Nov 24, 2023 9:25 am
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2023 11:30 pm 8224 Views
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So, it did happen, most people did voted, 86 % or something like that...?
and the winner is....
funeral music, please.
Our right wing, anti moslims, anti womens rights, ( to abortus) won.
I was in shock!
How could that happen?!
I even shouted at my radio; NO!
You must know, that this man, called Wilders,
is himself a victum of the War in Indonesia, his parents,
and then, especially his mother, was victum of the very rude, cruel methods of the Japanese to torture those women, also sexual.
it was very brutal times.
Men got a hard time too, but almost never in a sexual way...
In those horrid camps.
So, he is a victum, second generation victum..
He dyes his hair blond, but if you look at his eyes, and his overall face structure,
you see a indonesian boy...
He denies his own background, most probably, because that is the only way he can handle it.
He has post traumatic stress syndrome...
And that geezer is going to run this country?
He has been the opposition for years now, always atacking the moslim population, in Holland>
We, the government did bring those moslims here, because our own folks did not want to work in those factories anymore, dont wont to do all that physical, dirty, heavy labor.
Stop that train! I am leaving, i wanne get of!
No good can come from this.
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One morning,
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Posted:Nov 21, 2023 8:25 am
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2023 9:10 am 8987 Views
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After i came into the workshop, and walked into the cantina,
Some of the staff was already there.
So, i wish everyone a good morning.
And start talking to W.
About some thing bike, workshop related.
He looked at me, with a very tired face...
Asked me; i believe you dont need coffee, hè?
To get the day started ?
I was all smiles and told him; very happy,
NO, 😍🥰😍, When the eyes are open, the rest of the body, mind is awake too! 😄😃😀
No stopping me! 😂😁
He smiled..... in a very tired way....
I left him to his Coffee, and walked away....
Never mind, i 'll ask again, later....
I think, they have a bit of a difficulty with placing me,
Who, what, why....? 🙄
Cant ☆get☆ me.
The story of my life..... 🙄🤔😝
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Give and recieve,
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Posted:Nov 19, 2023 9:08 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2023 10:35 am 9702 Views
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That is how i see, a twenty four, everyday, allday, power dynamic.
That does not mean, you are sitting on top of each other the whole day.
It just means, you both are totally aware of the other person, in your life.
You are totally aware of his and her needs and wants.
You are constantly and consciously busy with working on that goal
Making his life, easier, in all aspects.
In how he wants you to run his household, do his laundery,
cook and clean.
Because that is what this submissive slave also wants.
To be HIS, in al aspects.
Dress the way, he likes it.
Because your/ mine goals is to make him happy, on all levels of living,
caring.
As he is too, in regard to her wishes and wants.
In a very strange way, it has a totall different way of being equal, to each other,
from each others place in the dynamic.
This is what he longs for,
and this is what she is willing to give.
He is in power, has the authority, to decide on things ,they both agreed on,
as his field of decision making.
No discussion, no arguig.
He makes the rules, and she follow those
because that is what she agreed to do so.
Give and recieve.
You can not archieve this, within a forthnight
and when the contact starts as just a play time, waste time activity.
Whn the main activity is about having some adult fun, in the bedroom, only.
There needs to be a very strong build basis.
Of Trust, of Knowing each other, in all aspects of your life.
The good, the ugly and the bad.
You can not hold back, in such a dynamic.
And that is exactly the reason why this kind of dynamic is soo attractive to me.
To be able to truely open up, to let him see your all.
Be totally open and vulnerable in all your aspects of your life..
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some story,
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Posted:Nov 18, 2023 2:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2023 6:33 am 8120 Views
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Well, after finishing that last Chrismas tree, i had a day off,
Came back the other day, and someone else had decorated the tree.
Like it was done by a three year old...
Or someone on speed, or something like that!
All the decoration where all over the place!!
All colours where everywhere, all kind and shape of balls, too.
A Christmas tree on speed!
It made me laugh, looking at it, inside...
Never mind, i wanted to decorate it a bit more tastefull...?!
i had planned to decorate the tree with black balls and purple garlands...
Nothing of that kind!
Aah, well, so much for communication.. NOT, in this case.
The other day, i was totally prepared to start with my bike again
was very happy to try to get the sadlle off that bike.
I come in the workshop and i see, that there is a new sadle on my bike! WTF!
I get really very upset!
So i go search for this Sour man, and he indeed, just removed the old sadle and put a new one, in MY bike.
While i had my day off.
This is the third time he messed with my project.
I exploded!!
How in hells name did he had to right to M with MY bike!!
I was furious!!
This was the third time he M with my bike!!
I was sooo terrible angry!!
I could have attacked him!!!
He, just have this grin of insanity on his face, not able to answer my only question;
Did i asked you to put that sadle on MY bike???
Answer my question!
him, just keeping grinning like a monkey and not answering me, at all
So i started shouting at him
I was soo angry!!
The third time he messed with MY bike!!
Yes, it was not a nice sight, i dont F F give a damn.
So, ofcourse the staff come rushing in, and try to calm me down.
I dont want to calm down!
I want to finish this guy!!
You must know, the staff are all very young people, with not much life experience under their belt and this lady, especially, is always making excuses for this guy his behaviour.
I hate it, when especially women, make excuses for sexictic behaviour of men!!
"the ooh, he did not mean that"excuse!!"
The excuse for the R -A word... yeah, really, nice!!
Well, let me tell you something, he did!!
So, they removed him, from the workfloor, i was left to work on my bike
But i was sooo upset, i could not think straight.
So, i went to the thrift shop, wandered around a bit
Went back to the workfloor.
Went to an other guy who also very much dislikes this Indien sour guy,
had a miljon conflicts with him, over the years....
I talked a bit with him, he is also a guy with a very big criminal record...
Did a lot of nasty, crazy stuff..
But, i can talk with him. he is decent to me.
We talk as equals.
He likes it, that i want to learn, and he helps me too.
explains things, if i dont understand it.
So, after a while, i go back to my bike, the sadle is not even put on the bike in a correct way.!
So, i repair this, and go on the bike, to see if the gear is working correctly. NOT...
After some time, this woman staff member comes to me, and starts to talk with me.
So, i explain, this is the third time he messes with MY project
I have enough of that
And allways when i am a day off.
Again, she is making excuses for his behaviour.
That drive me mad too!!
stupid cow!!
Never been assulted by men?
always lived in a pink bubble? amp;amp;
So, i tell her, i doubt his good intention.
He did not mean it, story!
He ALWAYS did this the days i am off>
(also the way he talks about the staff is really without any respect for them)
He also does this same behaviour, when he cant fix something on his own bike,
he just takes an other bike, does not matter if someone else is working on it,
and goes working on that bike!?
He never finish anything, not ever screw the bolts and nuts tight!
After a while, an other staff member, W came to me, asked how i was
I told him, murderously angry.
Warned him that is that guy so much as walked across from me i would hit him with the first thing i could get my hands on, that kind of murderous angry.
He fell silent and again, tried to explain this behaviour of that man, again.
I told him this the third time he F s with MY project.
This is not a mistake!!
Explaining to me, he might wanted to help me, by doing the job for me
So i asked him; how do i learn to fix bikes, when he is doing all the work
I dont learn a thing, that way
He did not know how to react on that..... 
Later on, when i was in the office again, this woman asked me if we did became friends again!?
Pardon!!
this is not the sandbox!!
Friends????
Get real!!
IF we talked this out?
I told her, i have talked enough with him.
If i see him near MY project again, i will throw the first tool i can find, at him!
So, i am very curious how they will handle this, next tuesday....
This woman also told me, that the other supervisor was not there on Thursday, when he messed with my Project.
That that was, maybe, the reason, why he did it??
Always making excuses for his behaviour!!
Sick and tired of that.
He too, is there for probation time.
My bike is doing allright, 
Almost got it done, i hope!
I think, i have to replace the gear cable, never did that!!
So, now everyone, working there, knows they dont F with me, or they will know it!
Whahahahaha
I am the most peacefull person in the world!
I rather walk away from any kind of conflict...
Let hem have their right! to what ever!!
BUT....... push me..... there is always...  
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A Christmas tree of two meters,
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Posted:Nov 14, 2023 11:12 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2023 1:05 pm 8768 Views
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You must know, that most things at my work place is a bit of a mess.
You know?
HoarderS?
People who collect all kind of stuff, and cant get rid of other totall useless shit?
That is how the workplace looks like....
Works totally on my nerves...
All that rubbish, that is not used anymore, for years, to look at the rust on it....
Collecting dust.
So is the case too, with all the Christmas trees...
Everything is a mess!
Trees that do not match the branches or leaves.....
Drives me mad!!
Incomplete trees, only the top of the tree, nothing more.....
Hmmm, so, i got to this shamble of tree parts...
wich did not fit, any tree trunk!
Finally, i worked this one tree parts out, it was all one large tree..
SO, i go on, building this tree getting bigger, taller and taller.
I really like that!!
I called in, for some help, put this tree in a standard.
Ofcourse, there was not one standard that was big enough to hold this big tree
They all collapsed on the floor!
That, i found very funny, picking that damn tree up again.
So, this one man, helped me make a good standard filled with rocks.
Now it was stable.
Pfffff
Finally i could finish the lower parts of the tree.
This too, was a disaster, because all the parts were everywere!!
In more then 6 plastic bags!!
An other colleague said, to this one staff member; why dont you help this little lady (?)
cant you see, she is far too short to finish this tree?
We all laughed.
Give her a ladder.
Later on, the tree was finished, finally!
and now it was time for the lights.
My god!!
So i found some lights, checked that they work, and gonna finish the tree, friday
I am going to put black balls in it, and some purple garlands.
We are keeping this tree on the workfloor,
for our own Christmas celebration.
And i am going to be sure, some of the "spare" parts are going to get thrown out!!
This one woman, staff member, wants to keep all the left over parts of the non existent trees!!
So you can use them, for decoration....
Yeah, like seven bags of 'spare'parts?
Not, if i can help it!
And, while i am at it, i will ask, if all the old rusty tools can get thrown out?
So, we will have more working space.
I cant stand that amount of clutter.
Living, creates clutter, but this is of an totall other level.
I am very proud of this tree.
It is a really nice sight.
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Laughing,
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Posted:Nov 12, 2023 7:12 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2023 3:04 am 9039 Views
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Ever since i became the Christmas building person, some how..... 😛?
This stafmember asked me, to please, build some more, because the shop needed them, real soon.
So, there i go, again.
Building 5 trees.
I think, those plastic trees are the most ugly things, ever invented by man.
Never mind.
I mean, IF you want to buy a plastic tree, please, buy a black one, or pink, or white...
For crying out oud, not a fake GREEN one!
My idea.
So, i wanted to move this last Christmas tree, to the other place, where all the other trees standing...
Dragging the tree with me, i suddenly stand with just the top of the tree.
The rest did collapsed on the floor...
That was the second time, the tree collapsed!
W, a stafmember came into the same space, and heard me curse!!
He laughed! so loud!!
He told me, i heard you curse very ladylike, the first time, the tree callapsed.
But this!!
was something else.
I told him; oops, gave away my background!!
We both laughed!!
What is it they say?
You can get the out of her neighbourhood...
BUT,
you can never get THAT neighbourhood out of the .😇😚
It is soo funny, to see, some of those other trees.
You have to fold all the "leaves" out, and spread them, like a real Christmas tree...
Well, some just dont seem to see that.
I am going to have a dubble work load... building those monsters.
No time for my bikes, for now... 😭😭😭
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Yesterday,
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Posted:Nov 8, 2023 9:10 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2023 10:47 am 10065 Views
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The day started horrible.
Later on, the day became better and better.
I went on my bike, through the woods, forest to this two little villages.
Always such a joy to be in those forest on my bike
They repaired the bike road, it is lovely now, no bumbs anymore
lovely smooth path.
Love it!
It was rather nice weather, a bit cold, but riding my bike, i did not mind the cold.
So visiting first this care farm with a little shop attached to it.
It is always nice to visit them, talk with the women working there
laughing and joking with each other.
Then, on my bike again, to that other village, the bike path is really very nice.
Although this second path is not that smooth at all.
I was totally content, happy and singing on my bike,
just because i could.
Did my shopping there, it is soo nice, when the shopowners recognise you and ask about how you are.
Just some social, small talk, so nice....
I always visit three or four shops there, do my routine.
And on my way back, there was some thunder....
The Dutch way of thunder... i was first wondering, if there was some building or demolishing going on....
It was very short, no lighting at all.....
When i was already back home, the rain came on, full force!
ALthough the day started horrible, later on, it was great, to be outdoors.
On my way, i almost lost my cap, on this very bissy road....
the wind blew it right of my head, thank the goddesses, i could collect it, before some truck was riding it to bits.
My adventures on a regular day of the week....
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