Too comfy
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Posted:Aug 15, 2013 9:32 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2016 3:28 am 55469 Views
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Ok I popped back on and although this site seems to ring echoes of empty halls I am looking forward to meating new people, it's comfy here and I love that there are still a few familer faces , I feel like I have slipped my old comfy slippers on burped slumped on the couch and flicked through the telly channels whilst scratching my butt' yep I do that and I don't care if it makes me a lady I'm still just me. Trouble is my arse has felt way to comfy for to long it needs to hurt! It needs the biggest thrashing it's ever had ....why because I am a bad bad gurl of course 
Sare x
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the return
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Posted:Aug 22, 2011 12:43 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2014 12:39 am 42226 Views
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finally i have ditched all the haters users n hurters, yes i was very week n fell for some pretty daft speeches just for them to get in my head, but i'm strong now and most of all i am happy, i finally look in the mirror and see me and i really really like what i see (jeez it feels good to say that) i will never again let anyone put me down or use me, i am no ones door mat or head to fuck and for those that tried that i wish you good luck and a final fair well,
i want to thank true friends and yes toomuch n nikk n js and i really should have listened to you years back but hey we live and learn, you where all so right and i thank you for still being here love you all to bits, and i'm looking forward to a much more up hill journey,
hugs Sare xx
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miss you
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Posted:May 9, 2011 3:27 pm
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2016 1:52 am 40288 Views
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took a long break to sort myself out and everyone has vaished, sighs well if you do pop back just thought i'd say,
Miss you to all my freinds here, and hope live is treating you well,
hugs and gropes,
Sare xx
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New year
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Posted:Jan 5, 2011 6:39 am
Last Updated:May 18, 2014 9:40 pm 39252 Views
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hopefully of the happy variety, well i'l wish you all one of those and send you a hug too, but as for resolution's i'm clueless i keep racking my brains as what to give up for a certain someone but i really don't know what would make him happy, i tried the whole smoking one before and failed miserably,
ideas pleeeeeeeeeeease,
hugs and smiles Sare xx
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Posted:Oct 17, 2010 2:46 pm
Last Updated:May 18, 2014 9:46 pm 39102 Views
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L. is for Low thats how i really feel,
O. is for Only me, thats the way it seems destined to stay,
N. is for Nothing ness thats how i feel with no control,
E. is for Empty yearning,
L. is for Love the one thing i can't stand to need but still i miss.
Y. is for Years of searching for what can never be.
i want to be held and i want to feel safe.
sighs Sare x
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old flames
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Posted:Sep 26, 2010 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2014 9:16 pm 41182 Views
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What a strange and kind of difficult day its been today, last night i was at a party the wife of my first dom came along with my godaughter and her other , i knew in advance he would'nt be attending part of me was sad part of me relieved, i have'nt seen him in two years and last time i did, well my heart still skipped a beat i still felt the power in his gaze, i still craved it with all my heart and i so wanted to be in his arms safe.
I had invited his wife to look at a jumping pony today one i was considering selling, i knew she was coming i knew what time everything simple. saw her pull up but then i also saw him get out the car what did i feel...
i felt nothing,
i felt empty,
no power,
just a great big empty nothingness,
i'm not even sure if i said hello,
now i feel disapointed,
i knew i could never really have him but the magic had gone,
like a flame after 14 years just burnt out.... sighs
today feels difficult, why? i don't know???
i wanted to yell and scream tonight why has it gone, i spent so long resenting his hold but so hooked.
now well i feel empty, kind of redundant if you like.
sighs goodnight my love i guess the torch i held for you finally could'nt continue to burn on one persons love.
Sare.
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tagged
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Posted:Sep 18, 2010 1:43 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2013 2:35 pm 38764 Views
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ok i was tagged to seven things you don't know about me by my good freind Brian, im not sure how to link it so il just do the seven for now,
1) i dye it blonde for a reason hence why i can't work how to tagg this damn post lol,
2) i broke my funny bone off at the age of 9 on my first ever riding lesson,
3) my first car was a 28 year old mini 850 in british racing green and was my complete pride and joy!
4) i am terrified of feet even my own'
5) my fave food is mexican,
6) i won the carr day and martin show jumper of the year after four qualifying shows.
7) i started dealing horses at the age of 14 the first pony i ever bought was 72 guineas and his name was tom i trbled my money a week later and decided to quit school and plough my life into auctions lol.
ok i am supposed to nominate seven freinds to do this so here is my list,
1, Domenikk
2, jsagain
3, far from heaven
4, demon_reaper
5, taine,
6, cmuk
7, daddydominator4u,
hope you enjoyed this useless information lol and thanks Brian i'l better you later 
Sare x
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happy
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Posted:Sep 2, 2010 11:11 am
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2011 2:34 pm 39966 Views
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oh happy day oh happy day smiles to herself lifes pretty damn good at the moment, i feel clear headed and lucky, he knows why smiles and huggs him tight and thanks him for making me start to love me,
Sare xx
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testimoanials
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Posted:Aug 27, 2010 2:52 pm
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2014 4:08 am 12345 Views
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ok maybe li'm sad because i'm not all that popular but what is the point in testimonials, yes sure its great that people think your genuine and nice ect ect ect but is'nt it better to connect with that person for yourself rather than read through there testimonials what a .............hmmmmm thinks carefully here should i type popular or '(you decide) you really are!
personally i prefer a few one on one chats to decide, i also enjoy reading and writing genuine blogs about people but as for testimonials......that don't impress me much!
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lifes good
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Posted:Aug 27, 2010 1:10 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2021 3:45 am 8405 Views
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it really is great right now, business is slowly booming and i'm smiling more and more everyday, the insomnia still remains but kinda in a good way, its like i sit thinking excitedly about what tomorrow is bringing, and i guess if your not used to sleep its hard to find need for it lol, but anyway to save all the messages of pitiful are you ok come with me il be perfect, don't worry i'm not good im great but thanks for caring hugggs Sare xx
and i want to thank the two' and yes that includes you last night' and nikk come on i never need to spell it out smiles and huggles him for being the best, and b' you know who you are lol for making me feel kinda special and kinda loved, i think the world of you both for truly being there for me in a total unselfish way,
huggs Sare xx
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