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Posted:Oct 23, 2008 8:39 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2016 11:48 am 5326 Views
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i want too gaze into your eyes so badly today,
watch them sparkle the thoughts of play,
i want too look in them so deep n search your soul,
i want too see whats inside,what makes me feel so whole,
i want too see them dance as that smile warms your face,
i want too get lost in them, find my safe place,
kiss your lips so slow and so sure,
then whisper softly, 'your the one i adore,
smiles softly Sare xx
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a change is as good as the rest x
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Posted:Aug 13, 2008 4:05 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2010 1:45 am 5794 Views
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last night from my point of veiw was just a little too say the least crazy but oh so exciting too,
i was talking too Master on the phone and got on too the topic of things i read on the net, this all started over me putting in my benwai (however you spell it balls) for the first time ever on there own, usually they are used with just about ever other toy i own, but hey i'm sidetracking here.
anyway i was telling him about one guy who's blog i often follow (cmuk) you know who you are lol! and i seemed too remember him once putting a voting pole on how many days he should leave them in his sub (the balls), think she was being punished at the time, but not sure, so i went on too tell him that this guy uses chastity and orgasm denial and one of his subs has not been allowed too cum for ten months, well those of you that know me already know that i am trained too the exact opposite of that extent and for me too not cum for 10 seconds is a challenge in itself! thats when i felt Masters evil grin....
usually on the phone in a session i will cum a minimum of 50 times.....well not tonight OMG! he used 3 toys and put me under (hypno) so basically no matter how high i got i could not n would not be able too cum. i have never screamed so much in my life he just kept me going higher n higher n higher i've never felt anything like it in my life. when he finally did let me explode too say the bed was wet well jesus i'l leave that too your imagination. i came and came and came and then bang i passed out (laughing hard) not unusual when we play but holy hell this was differant oh so differant, and i was just a quivering giggling wreck, the funny thing is i have'nt a clue weather i loved it or hated it as it was such an extreme differance too what he usually makes me do but in the same breath was it really! i have'nt controlled my cunt for 18 months now n yes i know i can heae him saying it too 'whos cunt is it!!'
looks down.....yours Master
Sare xxx
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~Beat Me MASTER~
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Posted:Jul 17, 2008 5:29 am
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2010 8:38 am 6119 Views
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beat me Master,
beat me faster,
you've made me yearn,
now make me learn,
make my arse throb and burn,
tell me your disapointed tell me i'm bad,
tell me i'm the worst bitch you ever had,
beat me Master,
beat me faster,
i need your correction.
i don't deserve you affection,
show me no mercy make me plead,
then fuck my arse hard and plant your seed!
giggles the mind of this bad girl last night, all i can say now is ouchhhhhhhhhhies i can't sit down!!!!
Sare x
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nicknames
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Posted:Jul 14, 2008 2:41 pm
Last Updated:Jul 17, 2008 5:58 am 5637 Views
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always be careful on nicknames, seems i totally mistook someone for someone else tonight, giggles i guess i'm only human. but by shortening his name and getting totally told off i realised my mistake giggles again next time i'l just call him ******** lol and sighs how touchy some people can be, well thats my rant for now n appologies too the thoroughly understanding guy i confused for someone else tonight lol,
Sare xx
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never let go
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Posted:Jul 3, 2008 6:40 am
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2009 3:21 am 6354 Views
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take my heart take my soul,
take whats yours too control,
let my body race with desire,
take me too orgasm set my soul on fire,
take my breath in your hand,
watch me drift as you stare n stand,
when i come back tell me i'm bad,
then give me that look that shows your glad,
glad too have me there at your feet,
then put me in position n start too beat,
watch the welts start too appear,
watch the tears in my eyes, watch my fear,
then watch me crawl full of remorse,
then whisper those beautful words,
"your a good girl now" of course,
watch me smile adoringly so,
wrap your arms around me and never let go.....
Sare xxx
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take my breath away!
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Posted:May 5, 2008 1:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2008 1:40 pm 5676 Views
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please Master take my breath away,
place your hands around my throat whilst we play,
let me fight and struggle as you hold my breath,
fear sets in as you hold me so close too death,
body races, hearts on fire,
as you take me in your powerful desire,
body climbs higher, her minds a blur,
you love the look in her eyes as fear bites her,
but you know inside this is her sexual lust,
heart mind body and soul, she hands you her trust,
higher and higher she climbs too that dark place,
body's trembling fast. her eyes shut as you watch her face,
you hold her close in your arms and wait till she's back,
she slowly stirs and opens her eyes, you just smile softly n give her arse a playful whack! 
Sare xx
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nan with love x
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Posted:Mar 13, 2008 6:43 am
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2008 1:15 pm 5927 Views
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oh nan i really hate goodbyes,
i feel so full of pain and everyday is filled with crys,
we used too have so much fun you made the world complete,
and your jolly sence of humour no other nan could beat,
i loved you with all my heart tho i did'nt always say,
but my wish of all right now is u knew that everyday,
you will live on in all of us those thoughts are all i can hold,
happy little memories so warm and never cold,
i still giggle at you fruit gums,
but most of all the christmas pudding song,
you know for years now i've said with out nan's rud dah dah's christmas just seems wrong,
but that will live on in my house now that i can asure,
because it was just another of the many things of you i really did adore.
and i will never forget that black swan you saw as we rounded graveny bend,
but it was just another of many giggles you share with not just a nan but a best freind,
i know you loved too people watch so please watch us now and then,
and go now nan too that peaceful place until we meet again,
sleepwell my darling i will always love you.
Sare xxxxxxx
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late again x
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Posted:Mar 10, 2008 10:54 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2010 1:53 am 5862 Views
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why is she always so late...... he paces up and down anger building inside him, he has told her so many times too be on time, and todays already felt like forever, its the first time she will come too his house. and he so excited but also strangely nervous.
he turns out the lounge light and waits for her, his car is round the next street and every things set, she really will learn a very valuable lesson tonight, he looks at the clock she's half an hour late so far so he decides too send a text. knows how she will panick, knows how the fear will set in her body fast. he pics up his phone n gently grins too himself as he types, 'looks at you..one for every minute past gurl!! presses send and chuckles too himself,
frozen outside the shopping centre, she looks guiltily at the clock, omg it can't be half past already, she was so busy brousing and smiling too herself her contentment that she had found her Master that she had lost all track of time, just as she stared too shudder thinking Master will be so mad, its the third time ive been late this week she here's the gentle singing off her phone as a text comes through, her heart flutters as it always does when she hears it ring, its like the love happiness fear and anticipation all in one bubbles right up inside her, and she instantly needs too cum as she looks down at the phone and see's his name, she squeals as she reads his message' she's already gained 30 and if the traffic's good she will gain at least another 15 by the time she has driven too his house, suddenly dressing as that innocent schoolgirl too surprise her Master does'nt seem like such a good idea' she so wanted too play daddy's gurl tonight, she thinks too herself 'well i just aswell be hung for a sheep as a lamb, n tugs the little short skirt n blouse on, n yacks the knee high white socks quickly up her legs,she tugs her hair round into too neat little bunches n ties them with pick ribbons giggling too herself, and quickly sets her journey home, the traffic starts off bad and times ticking on looks like she's on 47 already and she's gotta find his house yet.......she shudders n drives on,
he sets the table, he wants too show her something tonight, something she's never had romance, he knows she says she hates it but she will learn how special she is how special she can feel. he hears he phone, i think i'm neally there daddy xx' and he smiles too himself awww daddy's little one but his not letting her off the hook yet, so he texts back ' looks at you gurl eyes boring..i've had too nip out the keys under the mat, go in and sit on the single chair n don't move! x....he laughs too himself again the evil pleasure building up inside him, he knows she's already really nervous she's been panicking all week.
he lights the candle n shuts the dining room door, he spots the headlights pull up outside through the window from the darkened lounge he watches for just a minute, see's her thumbling nervously with her keys, she trips as she turns too walk frantically straightening her hair and her coat.....giggles too himself awww she looks terrified... he quickly slips behind the lounge door so his outa site, he can see the chair from there and he so wants too watch her just for a few minutes, he hears the key and the door swings open he can see through the crack behind the door as she turns and gently closes it....
heart pounding she walks in she so wished he was here and she was'nt late she feels like she can hardly breath and her legs are trembling hard, she stands in the hall for a moment and slowly removes her coat, convinced she can feel his pressance she slowly walks forward and glances into the dark room with the open door, she can see its the lounge so she slowly walks in hoping she will know which chair, she spots the big cream chair and suddenly feels the urge too cum, she lifts her skirt slightly and touches her heat, she's so nervous and soo horny now, she gasps as she reaches her climax in seconds... then she hears a bellow from behind her, don't look behind you gurl walk straight too your chair and bend over NOW!! she almosts jumps out of her skin, yes Master she squeals, he looks at her her little skirt and her pigtails she looks so young so innocent he smiles too himself and says yes what' daddy's already very cross with you 'you've been a very very naughty little gurl today....she too smiles too herself and walks too the chair yes daddy and i'm very sorry, hmmm your not sorry little one or you would'nt be late' no daddy she replys and leans over, she feels him come behind her, he quickly raises her skirt not leaving her anticipating too long as he can feel her fear a mile off and starts too spank her hard, he see's her cheeks reddening fast and hears her let out a little sob' you've been a very bad gurl have'nt you daddy is very disapointed' sorry daddy i won't do it again' he glance at the clock' and shouts what whack time whack is whack whack it whack whack whack whack gurl' she lets out a painful cry its seven o clock daddy' r you whack whack whack sure little one ok ok its 3 minutes past, thats 63 your owed and how many have you had' i don't know daddy she squealed i did'nt count, he chuckles too himself he wants too hold her so bad feel her in his arms, stand up straight now gurl' she quickly straightens and trys too keep still her bum is stinging so much god he knows just how too slap her...and her legs continue too shake' turn and look at me now gurl 'why daddy she squeals....NOW! she turns looking down he gently lifts her chin and kisses her... god i love you he whispers....she smiles and drops her head onto his chest, she's longed for the moment for so long know she feels his arms wrap around her feels his strengh his iron ring......so safe she whispers softly back i love you too daddy so much, he looks at her and whispers now count little one as he starts too kiss her over and over again. xxxxxxxxx
sorry its a soppy one i'm feeling so happy n loved today bounces around and giggles Sare xxx
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down and out
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Posted:Mar 3, 2008 2:43 pm
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2008 1:39 am 5393 Views
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do you ever have a time when everythings down,
everythings shattered, you your the clown,
i lost something very strange this week,
its hard too explain why' but i feel so bleak,
see god twists this knife that he calls fate,
never tells you where, or when will be the date,
see i was blessed with one of his miracles but before he let me know,
he sunk in the pain, ripped me too pieces and made it go,
but at the same time i know that his right,
coz all me an hubby do is argue and fight,
i feel so low now n i want too run,
why me what have i done,
i'm going through hell again n all hubby can see,
is the wrong in me and how he longs too be free,
free too be rich and buy everything nice,
does he look at me n his ' no that holds no price,
without a tag we're nothing too him,
we hold him back from his money spending wim,
trust me i've tried n ive tried so hard,
but i can only try so long before i discard,
i want too be in the arms off my lover,
not just be here existing as a wife and a mother,
but thats wrong too 'think its my selfish side,
oh hell why can't i just run and hide......... x
Sare x
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lmao!
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Posted:Feb 27, 2008 8:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2008 3:30 am 5578 Views
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Aren’t you proud to be British.
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this is so true!!!
Being British is about driving in a German car to an Irish pub for a Belgian beer, then travelling home, grabbing an Indian curry or a Turkish kebab on the way, to sit on Swedish furniture and watch American shows on a Japanese TV.
And the most British thing of all? Suspicion of all things foreign!
Only in Britain can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.
Only in Britain do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
Only in Britain do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke.
Only in Britain do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters.
Only in Britain do we leave cars worth thousands of pounds on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage.
Only in Britain do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.
Only in Britain are there disabled parking places in front of a skating rink.
NOT TO MENTION..
3 Brits die each year testing if a 9v battery works on their tongue.
142 Brits were injured in 2005 by not removing all pins from new shirts.
58 Brits are injured each year by using sharp knives instead of screwdrivers.
31 Brits have died since 1996 by watering their Christmas tree while the fairy lights were plugged in.
19 Brits have died in the last 3 years believing that Christmas decorations were chocolate.
British Hospitals reported 4 broken arms last year after Xmas cracker-pulling accidents.
18 Brits had serious burns in 2006 trying on a new jumper with a lit cigarette in their mouth.
A massive 543 Brits were admitted to A&E; in the last two years after trying to open bottles of beer with their teeth...
5 Brits were injured last year in accidents involving out-of-control Scalextric cars.
and finally...
In 2006 eight Brits were admitted to hospital with fractured skulls incurred whilst throwing up into the toilet.
Aren’t you proud to be British.
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