Last night...
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Posted:Aug 14, 2019 6:26 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2019 10:11 pm 2385 Views
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Last night, I was soooo horny. I knew I was becoming Becky, and the feeling of the transformation within was driving my senses wild. My nipples began harden and ache. My cock was unimportant and became my clit. My hole began tingle and became my pussy, waiting be filled.
I shaved everywhere. My chest, my genitals, my pussy, my legs. I became so silky smooth. I filled my water bag with soapy water and did a deep cleansing inside of me.
I do all the things that make me feel girly. I shape my nails, clear coat them. A tiny bit of pink lip gloss. The j take the weighted clips, and attach them first o my areolas. After they have before puffy, I attach them directly to my nipples, and get on all fours to stretch them. Its lightly painful at first, then pleasurable as I feel them becoming longer. After about minutes of my nipples being stretched, they're almost an inch long. I release the clips, and brush my nails & fingertips over them repeatedly. Oh how I wish they would stay like this permanently. How I wish I had a man (or anyone) to suck on them. I've heard if they are sucked enough, it's possible to lactate. But for now, I just clamp them tightly with nipple clamps, with the ends of my nipples sticking of them.
I sit in my easy chair and put my smooth legs over each arm, and squirt lube onto my fingers. I reach down and rub 2 fingers against my asspussy. It feels delicious!. So smooth and hairless. As a finger slips inside, my hole grabs onto it, sucking it in. Then 2 fingers. It feels so good. I feel empty as I withdraw them. I lube all 4 fingers and the top of my palm. Within minutes using all 4 fingers and part of my hand to fuck myself. Jesus its fucking amazing. hearing my Becky voice gasp and almost gurgle.
I stop and get up. I need filled tonight. My biggest dildo with suction is 9 inches long and I dunno how thick, but thick. As qlways, I try to get it in my mouth first but don't get very far. Its just too big.
I place it on the plastic box I built for it that raises it about 8 inches off the floor. I make sure the suction will stay the pour lube all ov3r it, rubbing it up and down the shaft. I can't wait any fucking longer and lower myself down on it. It took 4 tries to get all 9 inches inside . I feel so good, so filled. As I started slowly riding it, I remember thinking to myself what a slut I am, a total cockslut who loves cock, wants cock, the bigger the better. I want to be fucked by two cocks at once. I want to feel shooting inside ,'while I take a load in the mouth the same time. a dkirty slut. YOUR dirty slut.
I came ride the big dildo without even touching my cock/clit. I also didn't stop fucking my hole with the monster cock. I scooped my cup up from my belly and bed and licked it. I like . I took the rest and smeared it on the dildo as I wound down.
I fell asleep with it inside me, I woke up a few hours later and disengaged myself. How empty I felt.
As good as my self sex was last night, it could never be as good as 2with another person. If anyone in Southern Oregon reads this blog and it turns them on, send me a message and lets talk. I need real sex.
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Why is it so hard...?
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Posted:Jun 13, 2019 1:49 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 9:55 am 2068 Views
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My alternate persona, Becky, has always been in me. She truly yearns to be a woman, and is feminine and slightly submissive in bed. Yes, I want my breasts and nipples played with. I want to be caressed and kissed. I love to pleasure a man by sucking his cock and deep throating him. I love the feel of being entered slowly and a slowly building rhythm , feeling every inch of the cock inside me. If a man is clean and freshly showered I will rim his hole with my tongue and expect the favor returned.
Yes, in the heat of passion I like being called your slut. When I lose control to the passion I will beg to be fucked hard and fast. I will beg to have cum shot on my body, in my mouth. Because I love the feel and taste of it.
But I don't like pain, and won't accept humiliation or being passed around. I'm not a slut nor a skank. Why is it so, so hard to find a man who wants what I offer?
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The fantasy I long for to be real...
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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 1:05 am
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2018 10:37 am 4976 Views
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I'm dressed lightly. A sexy purple top that accentuates my A to B cup breasts. Dark shoulder length wig with blonde highlights. Fishnet stockings, low black boots, and purple/pink lip gloss. You stand over me and put your arms around me. I it mine over your shoulders as we both move closer until our lips touch. The electricity feels so good as my body reacts to your mouth intertwining with mine. I run my hands down over your shirt, then my fingertips are unbuttoning your shirt of their own volition. I run my fingertips over your firm, hairy chest, your solid abs. Your shirt disappears as I unbucle your belt, still engaged in our passionate kiss.
You break the kiss and pick me up in your strong arms, and carry me to your canopied super king bed and lay me on it. I watch your deep blue eyes undress me as your gentle hands actually do the work. Boots first, then my top over my head. I feel your fingers brush over the curve of my breasts and trail down my flat, soft tummy. I lift my hips as you pull the stockings off me. Now in only my panties, I sit up on the bed and unzip your pants as you begin to fondle both of my breasts. My god it feels so wonderful, the sensation ripples thru my body.
As your pants go down, the huge bulge in your underwear pops my eyes wide open. Your cock is enormous, the top 3 inches or so is sticking out the top of your underwear. I reach around and slide it down over your muscular, perfectly formed ass. You are simply a a god of a man. Your cock springs free, mostly hard. It must be 9 inches long, and so, so thick. Your balls are so big as well, I wonder how they will feel in my mouth...
I lay back on the bed as you pull off my panties, and my little clit cock is free. Both naked now, you lean over me and begin kissing me again. I pull your body close to mine, so warm, so firm, feeling your long thickness against me. I run my hands all over you, your chest, your back, your ass. Lightly I stroke my fingers up and down your cock for the first time. You move your mouth to one of my breasts, teasing my nipple with your teeth and tongue as your other hand plays with my other breast and nipple...
As you suckle my nipples, waves of pleasure wash thru me clear to the core of my being. While one hand strokes your long thick cock, the other holds the back of your head in pleace, your sweet mouth moving on my nipple. I coo and moan and whisper how much I love what you're doing to me.
As you lift your head, i ask if you will allow me to get on my knees to suck your cock, wanting to show you I am ready for your control, my submission. As I get on my knees, I lift your cock with my hand, and your ball sack with the other. They are so heavy, and I feel my sexual intensity increase. I reach out and flick the tip with my tongue, then kiss the tip as I wrap my extended tongue around the head. Swirling, now my lips move over the head. I've never sucked a cock that stretched my mouth this wide before. I taste your leaking precum, it tastes heavenly. Slowly mg mouth moves down the shaft. I manage to get a little more than half of it in my mouth. As I tart working it with my lips, mouth and tongue you begin telling me how much you love it, groaning, trying to push more in.
Wanting you balls deep in my mouth and throat, I pull off. You seems to instinctively know what I have in mind, and help position my on the edge of the bed on my back, with my head hanging of, so my throat will be open to you. I open my mouth nd you feed me your cock slowly, inch by inch. With my throat open and waiting, you slide it all the way down until your balls are laying on my face. I think I've gone to heaven...
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My breasts and nipples
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Posted:Jul 4, 2018 1:52 am
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2018 1:54 am 4522 Views
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There's not much that brings out my inner woman, my inner slut, than my small breasts being caressed and my nipples being given attention.
I touch my nipples, feeling their hardness. Begin to gently twist them, pull on them, stretch them. It feels so good. I want them bigger. As I begin to play with them harder, it sends a wild sensual thrill thru me. Pulling. Twisting. So badly do I want someone, a mwn, a woman, another transgendered soul, to come to me and put their lips around them. Flicking with the tongue. Sucking them...taking me and making love to me...
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