My wicked women story! Should I tell it?
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Posted:Mar 9, 2024 3:40 am
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2024 10:57 am 5727 Views
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In real life the women I know are lovely, so I'm not bitter or a misogynist.
Really it stems from my earliest experience and I'd been treated like sh!t by males, and I thought God help women if they tried to pick a partner from that lot.
And women liked me but I was more in the middle about sex, not belonging to either side so I don't identify with either in particular.
So here's me in my early days with only one book and that one was given to me by a kind soul who did believe that a God was watching over us.
He mentioned that God would talk to him. He explained things he'd found in the book , he was the one who told me about how the Jews had a stumbling block named Jesus.
I've never been sold on the book but I did like the idea of there being an end to the troubles that were spread across the land.
I also wondered why the book seemed to be biased, in males favor.
Pig headed types who wrote the thing had aggressively taken control and even found proof in the book to give that weight.
And I spotted somewhere that enmity between the sexes was brought into existence to punish a sin.
The thing is if God put females second then what would become of that?
We chose partners and in effect was designing the opposite sex through natural selection.
Ratios that make a good breeding partner or someone able to find food in the forest.
Now the thing is you could maybe hatch a plan that would explain things.
Like why the Universities have a much greater turnout of women.
Are they smarter and how did that come about?
Maybe males had to be a little stupid, behind the game to get lumbered with the breeding cycle.
Or were women choosing lowly males to gain an edge over them?
Males that drank beer, farted and stupidly said the first silly thing that came into their minds.
Then women took the next step and claimed a oneness with creation, meditating and partaking in ceremonies that sought to gain Gods attention so he could right his unfairness.
But the thing is when women had reach the epoch, was there really a God to listen?
No one really knew.
The males weren't interested in that state of perfection, now only beer swilling pigs who farted and fought in bar fights. Maybe measured their dicks to brag about that !!!!! 
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Savant for an hour, and the number 3.
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Posted:Mar 7, 2024 1:57 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 11:56 pm 6509 Views
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A three had jumped out of the stone so i looked up the number 3.
A big deal in many lucid imaginations. Tesla found a connection at 3 in the morning.
A holy trinity too.
The mind is a wonderful thing too, able to pull a trick or two.
I'd woken at 4 and nothing was doing so I set myself to sleep and next I know I wake with the sun coming up, and in the middle of a dream.
I memorized it before it was lost.
It started with being set an IQ test, just like the many doc had given me and I thought I'd probably ace it as I'd seen all the questions before but this was different and a barrage of images flicked by, too quick for me to put in an answer and I got pissed that I wasn't answering any of them, so I averted my eyes and ignored them but they still rolled on and I wanted them to stop, then they started stopping revealing information about each pic, the date and what had happened, and I awoke looking for someone to blame but no one was there and I wasn't on the machine the doc had built either.
I think I'd glimpsed how it was for a savant, pictures with stories and being trapped in a nightmare.
With no way to break free !!!
Be careful what you ask for !
My plan was to awaken as a savant in the same fashion as I'd defeated schizophrenia. A autistic savant could memorize a scene so well he could draw it exactly from his head.
(Stephen Wiltshire)
I wondered what the doc would make of my dream, maybe he'd explain it like how a coma worked, that you'd be lost for a while, not aware of time at all.
He'd done more research on what we'd found was an Island and he wondered if it had somehow escaped from the destruction.
The men who'd gone missing had gone across the sea to the mainland and never came back.
Why? What dangers lay there? We would take a tour flying high above the land to view its scars and see what the problem was.
The girls were excited too and wanted to come along.
It was the least we could do for them to help them find out what had happened to their men. 
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Eli and light sabers.
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Posted:Mar 6, 2024 3:17 pm
Last Updated:Mar 7, 2024 1:18 pm 6158 Views
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Firstly an end was seen by some early in the 70's.
That civilization would find itself in a hole when the pressure on natural/non-natural resources would become stretched to a limit.
Well I found a book early that gave me some hope, and in it it described a high tech civilization existing in a rural scenery.
The book was about Edgar Cayce and one vision seemed to right the ship.
Some turmoil to get through yes (starting this year?) but a new way would emerge.
But what do we know about the coming apocalypse?
The book of Eli (the movie) taught us that guns were carried empty, that bullets were hard to get.
Your weapon should be rechargeable, like your ipod.
By the Sun, that way you're independent.
Really the Book of Eli should have had more self made weapons to be accurate.
People are resourceful afterall and will make weapons from just scrap laying around.
Books may offer protection but does a book put you in God's favor?
If God descended on you and gave you a gift then perhaps that is so ! I do not know.
All I ever really sought was a quiet place to indulge in that peace.
The locals had got mean and shrewd over a long period of time and would shred you to pieces if you took the wrong side.
Then as the cities began to fall into a dystopian lifestyle that had no room for grandchildren the ones who could made a move from it and now I'm seeing that and they built a group that were well meaning and didn't take any notice of the old "sticks in the mud" types who would rot in hell before they'd join any goodwill group and lay down their bitter grudges.
Seriously all you could do was tell them to F*off !!
Mean and meagre they were, penny pinching, always on the lookout for a "salmon".
An easy touch !!!
One who worked in a bank broadcasted from a high hill about how much each had in the bank !
It was farcical what they got away with.
But I did find a good few at the mechanics institute and some of them had escaped the city.
Now a whole gang of bikies chose the quiet place to setup.
Maybe clubs and wars to follow, who knows?
Soon a breeding ground of 'Mad max's' would be scrounging an ancient land looking for fuel caches.
The new Prius looks good by the way. Looks like the way to go for reliability style and fuel economy.  Surely the vehicle best for an apocalypse. Sunroof to pop if you need someone to stick their head out with a machine gun!
So anyway now before the sh&it hits the fan I'm retracing my steps, visiting my roots and catching up with a thinning quantity of souls who shared those early days with me.
We were full of questions and now we'd rejoin to share what we'd found as answers.
That the day right now with its glorious sunshine i as good as back then only time was now not in our favor.
Time was now short, to get our 'house' in order !
It was painful to see how vulnerable the young now were!
No one letting them in on the threat that loomed ! 
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Got shown the "hatch"!
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Posted:Mar 5, 2024 3:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2024 1:40 pm 5110 Views
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The girl explained to us more about this place we'd landed.
And that they'd been reduced to the most basic hunter gatherer way to survive.
So they went gathering after they'd showed us a hatch in the forest where some apocalyptic survivors had emerged from.
We were interested to learn about what had happened so we took a look inside it and found some information and pictures about how life once was.
The earliest bunkers were mostly tight claustrophobic affairs, and bigger ones tried to combat that with swimming pools and scenery painted on the walls.
The best had massive curved screens that would take you on a journey to anywhere really.
You could have the depth of space or ocean at your will.
A super strong transparent polymer was developed and that made under sea bunkers to be possible and many chose them as they had a lot of advantages.
Sea water could be put through a machine and made fresh for drinking and the oxygen could be removed for breathing.
They were delightful too as you could dream away in a kelp forest with the sparkling surface above to watch as you slipped into a pleasant subconcious state.
So much cheaper than the underground ones and delightful to be in.
Water was once again a protector of life the way it had been in the dinosaur extinction event.
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She told of a legend.
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Posted:Mar 4, 2024 1:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2024 12:11 pm 5351 Views
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Where people emerged from their bunkers after years underground.
She didn't know if what she'd been told had any merit but those 'hidy' places still existed and had devices that would tell a tale.
There was also caves that the few survivors drew pictographs about what had happened.
She explained that they'd recently lost their last male and I thought we could solve that by handing over the boy.
Let them experience the delights of a good young boy's tool.
He was once involved in sodomistic activity and I thought it would be good for him to try something else.
It would work like a peace gesture too.
But the boy had been right about the coming storm that swept over humanity .
Now we know it wasn't the first time that humans were nearly wiped out.
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Holy sulphur balls, and prophetic wisdom Batman!
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Posted:Mar 3, 2024 2:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2024 1:35 pm 5237 Views
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The Lord 'melted' Sodom and Gomorrah in a single day !
What crimes were permeated there?
So now as we found the atmosphere was good we disembarked from the craft like emerging onto a foreign planet.
We'd landed between a forest and a hard place and I could the sounds of water in the distance.
No signs of human life just yet and the doc suggested we take a look at the smooth cliffs that rose majestically from the mountain.
It would offer a view of the surroundings from there and I wondered just how far through time we'd come.
The doc wasn't sure because the time fractures were unpredictable.
If this was a place without human then what had brought that on.
The war to end all wars perhaps, and now the humans were gone, and God made a paradise that no human could enjoy.
Except us of course.
We'd cheated the system and bypassed the promised doom.
But was all what it seemed?
I'd once watched a film called Planet of the apes and I'd read Lord of the flies so my mind was ready to accept any new reality. Or maybe the post apocalyptic Omega man pointed to the best way to deal with the future.
Anything was possible and I remembered too how an ancient site had melted rocks caused by some unknown force , maybe even an alien one.
Maybe being destroyed by aliens was up there with floods and cosmic impacts.
So we walked up the hillside and a panoramic view opened up and in the distance the sea spread its open blue embrace.
When we reached the rock we noted that the surface had a crystalline appearance and you could feel that roughness of quartzite like the grittiness of sandpaper.
It was amazing how nature could hide the scars left by a destructive race, but some still remained to tell that tale.
The doc ran his meter across the stone and the faintest reading could be seen that a radiation event had happened here long ago and if a half life event had taken place then that would perhaps put us a million or two years into the future.
I was left reeling by the docs hypothesis of from studying the stone.
An event had happened here of truly mind boggling proportions.
A boiling ocean from the blast and maybe mile high waves to sink ship in ports across the globe.
Now nothing but an uninhabited paradise remained as humans would not be trusted again !
I decided to watch the night skies for any signs of alien craft.
Maybe the Earth was being now run by aliens who treated the whole thing like a National park, with a look but don't touch rule, and they'd only alight onto the surface for a brief picnic, not disturbing anything.
But the following day put at rest all my fanciful imaginings, her name was Zoosk, and she was surprised to meet us.
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Not sure what the mechanism is .
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Posted:Mar 2, 2024 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2024 1:10 pm 4959 Views
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"It is counting the days!". A yogi master exclaimed.
About how an insect may sleep to awaken 17 years later ready to breed.
Did something happen long ago to cause this?
A Winter that started and did not stop for 17 years?
I know of frogs that stayed entombed many feet under the ground for years waiting for rain to coax them out.
Ants that have a sack of sweet stuff they'd gathered to weather out the conditions above.
Clues are all around us, that the most adaptive will use to survive.
Now as we prepared to escape the terrors that are mentioned in the back of a book I made a promptu salute for those who could not escape.
Then we bundled our last remaining items into the ship and with the flick of a switch we could hear the turbine pick up speed and the craft would gradually disappear into the ether.
Then into world that had no time stamp we took a short cut through the corridors that separated the intervening dimensions.
Hues of colors flashed by the small windows, and the length of a life seemed a petty thing compared to how we were charging right through vaults of time.
The time circuits were anchored to move about the proximity of the planet, and we may emerge in a cloud slipstream, over a preposterous scene where a species or many had taken the long way to get there.
It was exciting to think about what we may find.
A cloudy place perhaps that is drenched with moisture that allowed a species that loved the rain to rest languidly in its marsh, and fill the night air with its song.
But then a crash and a knock as the craft seemed to strike turbulence and the turbines began to slow down.
Light appeared through the windows and this time the greyness of clouds could be seen and the craft soon settled down upon the Earth !
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Interacting with the "wall"!
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Posted:Mar 1, 2024 2:31 pm
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2024 11:38 am 5194 Views
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And that with personal willpower you may be able to get into control.
It is easy to find you're on the wrong path ,and your mind is not on your side.
I'd been perusing a market on the look out for anything interesting and found a box off assorted books that looked promising.
I was told I had to take the lot, which included stuff I wasn't into, but that's okay, so I did take them all.
It was a little cutting that a collection of school books from about the sixties was in there and I could see from the name spread over them that this was a persons life.
Now just tossed away for a dollar or two.
It is what they fed into the wall to make a gain perhaps.
I had a peep at what was on offer, some early pics of farming and how the earth worked with geology, geography, science and maths.
Everything I missed by dropping out.
OMG, maths , why would you learn that?
But I did find it rewarding to dwell on the problems and it really took me to some other state of mind.
I'd heard that schizophrenics had an advantage with maths and maybe that it was absorbing that it would give you an escape.
Like meditation I thought so I found it to be a 'fix' that I longed for.
Quadratic equations and the calculus theorem..
Some proof of pi, and a notion of infinity.
That the universe was not big enough for some numbers.
Another loop hole I thought, that when it came down to it there was proof of 'illfitting' componentry stuck together to make it work.
There was something bigger going on here but no one was offering a solution.
No rule existed as to why the universe started or expanded in such a precise way.
But that came after this students school years.
I wondered what end they met, as it looked like there school books were tossed aside as no more than an inconsequential failure.
But back to the wall, understanding that and how to control it was very interesting to me.
That probably we all had the potential to be savants, brilliant in the way we used our minds.
In control ,importantly instead of the other way around.
Where a personality made rash poor choices and thrived on narrow minded things.
If you were above that then maybe you'd find yourself on your own.
Working to higher ideal.
I just started watching the movie "gifted" again.
I love that movie!
I was reshaping my mind with meditation, maths and music and it turned out I stumbled on something.
I'd decided to do each day the same way starting first thing with a meditation session.
Wake up coffee and toast and meditation.
I chose a white bubble to be my place, nothing in it but I knew the aggravating forces that lay behind it.
I done the same for about 3 to 4 months as I remember and then one morning I woke up missing a step, finding that I'd woken up already in my white hole.
Now in one piece ! I opened my eyes and saw that everything looked in place. I was shocked to see that.
But I did still have the 'creatures of habit' paraphernalia that was my mind.
It would take work to reshape that. I'd got into a habit of waking up early morning about 4ish to peruse the net for anything interesting that I'd be happy to have in the wall.
Understanding the wall and dissecting the way it worked.
I thought if I could find the key to unlocking it the way I'd escaped schizophrenia then I could have the genius mind I imagined.
Keep doing that first thing in the morning then waking up in a new space !
But would I lose my social interactivity, and be the way that I'd seen savants to be?
Vulnerable! in one sense, high functioning in another.
Able to count six packs of cards and win at Blackjack !,
One of my ideas, a truly shocking realization is that maybe certain races had blindsides built into their minds from an ancient point of separation when it had occurred an that allowed them to be manipulated, abused, like wind up toys sent off to battle.
A plaque that diminished their brain function.
Somewhere along the line of their great ascention through time faced a period where only the 'affected' were allowed to breed, or some other thing and we could point to that and say this is where the 'break' happened and now it was black and white what the problem was.
A whole race full of 'thick heads' who got sent into a meatgrinder.
Is that God's plan. Some point to wars that way as necessary 'shapers' to find a different path.
I propose an easy adoption of pleasant music to hasten that change.
We shape new battlelines that way.
The harsh cruelty of the controlling megatypes who seek to own and control everything, and the emerging 'Earther' who see the beauty of the world and how a gentle touch is needed when interacting with it.
Personally it is my new high !
The more I ask from it the more I get.
I see what makes a good life. What should be aimed for!
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What we could make out about the other side !
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Posted:Feb 29, 2024 2:33 pm
Last Updated:Feb 29, 2024 4:43 pm 5005 Views
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Was that it was partly dark and partly blue.
Did you know the Bower bird collects blue to build its bower. It can see blue ! Yet they tell us dogs are colorblind !
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"Dance" like an 'electron' !
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Posted:Feb 28, 2024 12:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 29, 2024 9:40 am 5187 Views
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The doc said we were close to doing a test run of the time machine so I thought I would put together a dance routine themed around the electron, as a send off.
There'd be electricians tape, taped to the bold strutting ladies parts.
The tape 'disappearing' between the buttocks.
To stop the sparks?
We had Neo swing, that perfectly explained entangled particles, and one song asking 'what is love' , as if that matters when about to turn the world of physics upside down, round and round, think i got to boogie.
Even the doc got into it showing he could move in his synchronized dance fashion.
We had lights too and the electrons shuffled with the best of em, to make those colors burst.
I thought electrons could be cool if you knew how to treat them.
My mechanic friend at the mechanics institute only had curses for them for not doing their thing in the cars sensitive electronic circuits.
The doc would say "if it looks like a duck" as he threw the switch.
His idea was that if the craft was altered to fit another dimension then that's where it would automatically go and the timer circuit would switch it back sending it home again !!! Then we'd view the tape to see what's on the 'other side'.
Alien dance moves ?  Or God? 
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