Learning about BDSM, learning to be a submissive as the first step.
I have always wanted to explore being tied and teased - perhaps blindfolded as well. Sometimes the urges are so strong that some mild pain could be pleasurable as well - hot wax, perhaps - or some mild flogging - or being stepped on with stilettos.
I would love to work on my endurance, to wait to cum until released by my Mistress. As well, building my skills at giving Mistress pleasure (safely) - learning to stimulate her as intensely as possible, to serve her needs before my own. I have been in either vanilla or no relationships for years - and am looking for the opportunity to learn how to satisfy my Mistress' needs as she desires, when she desires.
I would also be willing to explore other avenues, within reason (no extreme pain or cutting) and within safety. I have not (yet) had the opportunity to explore BDSM in depth, and thus learning to be the best of submissives seems like the right place to start. To please my Mistress teacher - and to receive pain, then pleasure, as a reward. I am very oral, and would welcome the opportunity to perfect my technique for the right Mistress.
What would Mistress desire? I know that matching can be tricky, but I would truly love to serve and to learn.
(These are fantasies I have harbored from childhood, but never had the opportunity to act. Since this would be a truly new experience, I may need some discretion and patience from my Mistress - but the desire is deep, and true, and real.)
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