When An Image Reminds you of ,,,
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Posted:Sep 5, 2023 8:01 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2023 8:36 pm 3231 Views
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I myself being a creative writer, I am often alone when my mind is in a creative way. Most of the time I choose to be, sometimes I go out among people but sit just nearby to hear their laughter, see their facial expressions and how they interact with each other.
Then once in awhile, I will see someone, usually a woman sitting to herself fiddling with something in her hands or attempting to read but her eyes will be somewhere else. This is something I can relate to. I then try to imagine her thoughts ( I am very good at this due to a certain gift I was born with ) I will explain this on another blog post.
It's never awkward when she may glance up and glance about, sometimes her eyes would meet mine to I replay with a nod and smile and I go back to my writing. It was such an encounter some twenty-five years ago which was the inspiration for a character I created in one of my ongoing writing project- book three of a trilogy.
Such an encounter is never a passing instant, it has meaningful significance, trust me, I know. One must absorb it, the immediate surroundings, the atmosphere, her manner of dress, how's she's sitting or standing, walking. Then what? You move on.
There were three things that stuck in my mind about her, the dish that sat before her which she toyed with her fork, her picking up her cell phone as if checking for a text and her perfume which I took in with my nostrils when an evening breeze blew my way.
I think we all have such encounters, most of the time they are either over-looked or quickly forgotten. Often the importance of it is not realized until days, weeks, months even years later. It's purpose varies from person to person. I came across this one in one of my journal entries written years ago when I recently was reading through one.
I uploaded some images that seem to fit well with this blog. Oh btw, that perfume? I immediately recognized it, Chanel #5.
Everyone have a beautiful week, peace TonyK
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Those Delicious Lips -My Oral Fixation
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Posted:Dec 9, 2022 3:36 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 5:09 pm 6509 Views
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[SIZE 4 Since I needed to take a break from many things the past few days, maybe week, I was able to concentrate on myself then allowing myself to enjoy a like-minded woman somewhat with no strings attached or so I thought.
Stacey my now ex wife's ex girlfriend who has been hurt and angered by how things suddenly came about for both of us, has used my shoulder to lean on which I have no problem with.
Anyway, for about ten days we just refrained from sex, not even kissing which we have done quite a bit when it was the three of us. But of course no harm in relieving some tension as well as pleasing each other was inevitable, lol. Like all women, there is always differences in mannerisms, sexual appetite among other things and chemistry.
Foreplay, with her and I is extended , seriously -long periods of oral pleasures, which I love. Her labia-pussy lips are large and I enjoy taking my time and at a pace she is delighted by, sucking them, sometimes really hard making them fuller, nibbling on them and of course massaging and pinching them with my fingers.
Her thighs tell me how it feels to her, if they tremble , that and the moans , those sexy erotic moans, how wet she becomes and when she's so soaked she drips. Usually at some point the woman will let you know when she is ready for dick but with her, there is no rush, we have the entire night.
She is one of a very few women that if we do 69ing that we both orgasm at the same time which I think is rare, I may be wrong. Anyway, I was thinking about this while at the gym actually , go figure. I decided to try and write a blog about it and asked her is she minds if I mention her name and the circumstance between us. She's cool with it.
It was somewhat difficult using the keypad, part of my training is boxing to stay in shape and my knuckles, hand swells so forgive me if I don't proof read this.
I did add a few pics for flavor and yes, one pic is of her and no, I won't say which. It's good to be back here, I do enjoy reading what some of you write, so sorry I've been away.....peace TonyK
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The Truth ?
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Posted:Oct 7, 2022 12:03 pm
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2022 11:07 pm 10341 Views
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I came across this pic many years ago somewhere on line, it immediately reminded me of a favorite band of mine, Joy Division. But what made me decide to use it for a blog is because of something I recently had gone through in my own personal life which many here have as well.
The hard truth, the realization that LOVE itself is fading all around us. Now there are many types of love, the most important in my opinion is the unconditional love a parent has for their /, all else is second by comparison imo.
I am certainly no expert on the subject, far from it but I am beginning to realize that True Love between myself and another woman will now remain an arm's length away, something just out of reach and I'm fine with that. ( well not really )
I do know this, the past is the past and I will do my best to not make the same mistakes again in regards matters of the heart.
Now, ( finds an album by Joy Division and plays - sips coffee ) xxx TonyK
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That Ass
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Posted:Oct 6, 2022 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 5:11 pm 9559 Views
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I love a woman's butt, I admit it, a nice size and not too small. There is so much to do with it, to enjoy and to pleasure her and with the right woman, I enjoy eating ass ! Sure a pretty face, lovely smile is so very sexxxy and her breasts, of course they are all beautiful, but if someone asks me my preference? Smaller breasts that are real, natural are the ones that all my name out.
Now don't think for a second that I'm opposed to large beauties that lead the way when she walks into a room. I've even paid for two boob jobs for two women I was involved with once but that guy I was? He no longer exists, he's wised up.
The motivation behind this post is because of my neighbor Stacey who visited me earlier today wearing those tight boy shorts and a cotton top which she removed as we enjoyed coffee out back. When she caught me taking a look see at her as she walked about she asked me that question, " Do you think my butt is too big?"
I replied with something, can't recall now but na, her butt was/is just right. lol Bored at home I decided to write a line or two about it while looking for pics of delicious butts I like and I repeat, " I love eating ass!" Everyone have a nice day. peace TonyK
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My Mood -
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Posted:Oct 4, 2022 9:04 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 5:40 pm 9847 Views
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Being a photographer myself, I have often when shooting people especially women, have them look off camera. I have found myself lost in thought often over the past 24 hours, but trying to stay productive or mingling with someone on-line sometimes.
Amy has dropped by twice since we both got the news of Lydia's rather sudden decision and I admit I do feel more at ease whenever she is here. Very late last night while on line here, of course I had my cam on and got to talking to some members here just about random stuff when the topic, what are you into came up.
Kinks, fetishes, what pleases me in bed and out of bed and how far would I go to experience pleasure? Honestly, pretty damn far. So at first maybe seven or so people was part of the conversation and as the time slipped by, all but one member here remained and she was from Canada.
So we watched each other, at one point she asks me to lower my cam so she could see to which i did and I joined her in masturbating. Shortly after I orgasmed/came the conversation faded quickly and i realized what had taken place although quite pleasing was foreplay, a sort of tease.
But it was nice and it allowed me to escape the trance like mode I had been in while spewing out a nice load with no regard the direction it went. Shortly after I hot listed the woman and logged out.
It must have been about 3am when Amy texted me asking what I was doing? My reply was that i just jerked off and was in bed and she asked could she come over? I told her I needed sleep but I would call her today at some point, maybe to grab a bite to eat.
I slept maybe two hours,
I chose the pic for this post because I have always loved it, the mode;, her expression and how she looks off giving you the impression her mind is elsewhere, perhaps reflecting on an incident such as I have been. Much love to who ever the photographer is, everything about this shot says something, all you have to do is just look.
Everyone have a beautiful day and excuse my rambling of late. Peace TonyK
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Finding Out From Someone Else First
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Posted:Oct 3, 2022 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2022 2:33 pm 9810 Views
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Like many people, I don't like Mondays, especially today. I am going to keep this as short as possible because my heart just into it at this moment. I was up early enjoying coffee with my neighbor when I got a knock at the door, it was my wife's gf who I had just spent the night with as mentioned on a previous blog post here.
I knew from the look on her face and the tight hug that something was wrong. I turned to my neighbor and asked her to excuse us, she politely left. Amy immediately showed me a text from Lydia while asking me had i talked to her yet? No, I haven't.
Pretty much the text to Amy was that she was not coming back anytime soon and she has opportunities there in Miami now. I checked my phone, there was a text, " Tony call me. " So I did with Amy sitting beside me, Lydia immediately picked up , I could hear her clear her throat.
Without too many details, in short she decided that she was going to stay with her sister and how sorry she was and she had already found work. I was silent just taking it all in then remembering what our relationship had actually become.
Her and i have been down this road before, but in all honesty, I can not go through this again. Yes, we do have somewhat of an open relationship but it doesn't mean that I don't love her and care for her well being, I do and will always. But this time, Lydia has hurt not only me, but also her 'gf" Amy.
I can and will get past this but the confusion in Amy's face troubles me, I mean, she as well as me did not see this coming. I do have questions like, How long has she been planning this? But seriously at this point, I don't give a damn. I have a girl sitting on my couch crying and she's not deserving of this.
So I have said more than I had planned and I just needed to vent, someone to listen because right now, this is more than just me and I have to try and remain strong. peace xxx tonyk
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The Morning After,
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Posted:Oct 1, 2022 7:27 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2022 11:22 pm 10161 Views
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My gf/significant other has been away past few days helping her sister who has an infant maybe 6 weeks old. Sister is a single parent who works her ass off, anyway so,
Late yesterday afternoon I get a text from Lydia, " Amy (her gf) is going to invite you over for dinner so you should go." Lydia is bi and since my divorce ions ago, I prefer women who are bi. Sorry, I got off track there.
So a few texts later and I decided ( really she decided for me) that I'd go. Texted Amy on the time I should come and if I could bring anything? I show up a bit early as us guys do most of the time, she's cooking Italian and has some jazz playing on an actual turntable, major cool imo.
A knock at the door, she asked me to let a friend in while saying , "I invited a friend to join us." In walks a female friend of her who immediately says, You must be Tony, smiles and brief hug. She hands me a bottle of wine, runs to go pee as she announces returning shortly to assist in the kitchen. I am TOLD to park it on the couch, instead I look through her album collection.
A bit later we are sitting at an actual dining table, the food is fkn delicious, conversation on going, she shows me from the fridge the Tiramisu she made, which I love but who actually makes it? but she did. I pass on it for now
Everything moves to the living room, laughter, a few joints get passed around, then I'm handed a small present with a Happy Birthday! Which is not until the 2nd but who gives a shit. I'm a bit taken aback, didn't expect it. The evening was perfect just the way it is, right?
I get a text from Lydia, "Enjoying your evening?" I replied with a smiley face and a thankyou. It became very obvious while sitting on the couch the direction the night was going, a hand resting here, a slight kiss leading to receiving attention from both. Amy raising off the couch while taking my hand, her eyes shifting to the back area of her place, I follow.
I'm not a kiss and tell guy, i have NEVER been and for the most part women respect that and rightfully so. I can say that the rest of the night was not rushed, it was an experience of slow senuous movements, touches, very extensive passionate kissing while they made sure I was taken care of in all ways.
I am asked sometimes by some conservative types why I prefer a woman is bi, there is never an easy way to respond and often those asking think it's in hope of being involved in threesomes which I assure you is not my reason but it does happen but when it does it always seems casual.
This was not, it was a beautiful evening with two lovely ladies which I will remember for what it was. They were a little disappointed when I had to wake on at 7 am this morning but I had important errands. I gave them both a kiss and placed a couple bottles of water on the nightstand and let them sleep.
All is true and not fiction, pics added are just random to flavor the atmosphere here.
A most memorable night, peace Tonyk
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The Male Ego aka Am I Big Enough?
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Posted:Sep 26, 2022 4:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2022 11:25 pm 9620 Views
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I can remember a time, most men do at some point wondering if his penis/dick/cock is large enough to please his partner to the point it becomes mentally stressing. Now I know there are countless blogs/articles here on Alt.com that touches upon this and most certainly will be a topic here for years. So why am I writing this?
The why is me going back to a part of my life to which I now refer to something that happened in a previous life, I am no longer that person. That page of my life has been left far behind in my rearview mirror. Have you ever been cheated on? The worst feeling ever, trust that once was solid no longer exists and no matter how much you forgive, you never FORGET it.
This woman I was married to was having an affair and I found out it had been going on for some time, it sickened me. I can proudly say that the entire time I was married, I never cheated, sure I was tempted, but I never crossed that line. So now your probably wondering if I have drifted off the topic of this blog?
Male or female, if you are cheated on, your mind just about all the time is asking yourself, "What did I do wrong?" " Was I not pleasing enough intimately?" If you are a male it's " Was I not enough for her in bed?" Word it however you like but those thoughts usually lead to you wondering to yourself/myself, "Wasn't my dick big enough?"
For two years, maybe less after I divorced her aka the beotch I thought all woman were whores and let me tell you, nothing is further from the truth. Now don't confuse the I refer to with the words used here by woman and men to discribe a woman, slut, hoe, etc. There is a difference in it's true meaning.
I found myself looking at myself in the mirror, found myself reluctant to even attempt to get close to another woman until late one night, couldn't sleep so I ran to a store that was open 24/7. A young woman who was checking me out at the cash register made a remark that it looked like my mind was millions of miles away.
She asked if I was okay?
My reply was one that it's something I'd rather not talk about and as soon as I muttered those words, she hands me my receipt with her first name and phone number on it. I did not realize this until I had gotten home. So for a day or two that receipt just sat on my nightstand, sure I'd glance at it, even reach for it but did not have the courage to call her.
Then I did late one night after I finished making sure my sons were fed, showered and in bed. At this point I was a single parent, exhausted, insomnia was bad and for me to punch those numbers on that phone was oh so very hard to do. She answers and i said it's me, the guy you met the other night. She was glad I called then she was quite, nothing wrong on her end, she just wanted to listen, she wanted to be there for me when I felt no one else could be.
So I talked she listened until sunrise, I thanked her for her time but before I hung up she made sure I would call her back and she asked if she could call me sometime? For the next few days we spoke, got to know each other, she invited me over for dinner, listened to music then one evening she hugged me then I kissed her lightly on the cheek which lead to a longer more passionate kiss.
So yea at some point I spent the night, broke the tension but us showering together then without details, we made love, it wasn't casual sex, profound meaningful feelings were there. It was the morning after, I woke to her head asleep on my chest, I nudged her awake. She looks at me directly in my eyes and says, "Tony do not ever worry again this, ( her hand resting on my cock) You have nothing to be concerned with, it's her loss." Those were her exact words.
It was like a fkn vitamin b-12 shot in my ass, suddenly I got it, finally I could stop looking within myself and judging myself. Her and I enjoyed each other's company for a few months then we both went our separate ways, to pursue our own dreams, selecting our own paths.
I like this website, the ability to post random stuff and in this case hoping someone who may read it can relate to it or some of it. We are allowed to some degree to post what we like and the pics we want for others to see for whatever reasons.
Please excuse me for taking the long way to say something, I am a creative writer and not a technical writer and btw, all the I wrote here is truth, but now something in my past and something I had to find out from a most beautiful woman who wanted simply to be there for me.
Okay, I can't write a blog post without a pic or two, enjoy and pEaCe TonyK
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Going down?
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Posted:Sep 20, 2022 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2022 11:27 pm 9987 Views
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Ah, one of my favorite things to do and I always take my time in doing so...We all have our own way of pleasing our partners orally if not then it really just becomes routine and Lydia and I hate routine.
I am no good at quickies and it would be difficult for me not to take some time pleasing her this way because I enjoy bringing her so close then backing off a bit and sometimes she does get a bit, ' frustrated ' with me lol.
I wanted to blog about this hoping that the two images I selected as favorite positions I like her in will get a few of you to show me those you like/prefer. Now I do also LOVE going down on my woman not only before penetration but afterwards as well and since I do not have to wear a condom, I get to clean her up nicely, no complaints from her.
The second pic is actually the position I prefer, I have access to everything and yes, I eat ass as well. =)
I am not including an image of 69ing, it seems that actually many women I've talked to her say they aren't a huge fan of it and tbh when Lydia and I first met, it was always somewhat awkward for us, someone (me) always orgasmed before the other but after a few times and patience, we both now cum together.
Anyway, I got the place to myself until the weekend and decided to post a blog or two today.....enjoy
P.S. Is anyone else watching the new series, House of Dragon? I'm on epi 5 and absolutely love it. I know, very random statement here.
xxx TonyK
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