And This Was Me
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Posted:Nov 2, 2010 9:59 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2010 3:15 pm 12223 Views
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As I follow up to my 'And This is Me BLOG I thought I'd better update everyone who read it. Last week I decided that I'd had enough of the closet and told my wife, I was the hardest thing I've ever done, she was stunned, why?, because she is Bi as well and wished I'd said something years ago. 18 years together and neither of us guessed the others secret.
Since then it's been wonderful, she's bought me clothes, helps me with make up, and the sex is out of this world, she's joined me on alt and has enjoyed herself with both men and women, she's amazing.
Now the only thing which spoils my day is having to wear male clothes to work, but thats not every day, at home though I'm Stefanny, and she's taking on a more masculine role. We love each other more than ever, and our relationship is stonger than ever. It's been the best thing I ever did, no more lies, no more secrets, as it should be between lovers.
Stef
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And This Is Me
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Posted:Oct 11, 2010 2:44 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2010 10:11 pm 13924 Views
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Thought it's time I put the real me in here, more for me than anyone else really. Since entering the world of Alt I'm discovering a new me, the real me maybe. I've never been able to express my self before, trapped in a monogamous relationship. Maybe the real me's been hiding there all the time, just needing a means of escape, a chance to release my true feelings, fantasies if you like.
I can't describe the feeling I felt the first time I found like minded souls, others like me, willing to express themselves freely, without the limits of the real world. I felt warm inside, my mind finally free to express my true feelings, gone was the married man, mortgage, holding down a job, working long shifts, and I was free, free for the first time to explore my limits, my desires, me.
I don't know if I've totally found the real me yet, maybe there's another layer to me hiding beneath. I only know that I'm happy for the first time in years, maybe the first time ever. I relax in this world, my inerbitions melt away, free, free to explore my mind, the minds of others, to live, not just existing.
Sorry if you've found this boring but as I said it's more for me, but feel free to add any comments, advice, or just express yourself.
S
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