More and more,
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Posted:Nov 4, 2023 2:14 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2023 8:51 am 10433 Views
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More and more people and organisations, big bisniss, big names are confinced that the whole corona pan thing was a haox.
a very big evil, against the people.
That they used a real nasty pioson, to get people sick and killed,
and that is still going on, not on such a big scale, as in the beginning, \
but, never the less, it is still going on...
Real big names in all kind of bisnisses are researching the whole nastyness.
the WHO and other bad evil, nasty sick fucks did put in action.
More and more research makes it very difficult for the WHO to continue their dirty games.
It is about controle, not ever your health.
People are getting awake.
Doctors, people of all kind of professions come together, to research this evil.
It is getting more and more known, in the real world, that this was something very evil.
That those who were told; you are crazy, complot thinkers, or as they call those in Holland; wappies, alllu hat people,
Trust your government, the doctors, the WHO knows best.....
were right, all along.
Those who followed their gut feelings, did not get pressured.
although that was not always easy, to say the least...
Social outcasted ,family break ups
The WHO organisation have soo much blood on their hands.
we have been screwed, big time.
I pray for those who took the needle.
i feel for you, very much.
Take care.
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An other real big taboo,
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Posted:Nov 4, 2023 1:40 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2023 12:13 pm 10860 Views
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The other end of food.
Yes, i know, nasty, isnt it?
Nah, not for me....
Unless it is the fetish thing, that does not do a thing, for me.
To each, their own.
But, stool, poop.
it is a very big taboo, even as big as talking about how much you earn.
At least, that is, overhere in Holland.
it is totally NOT done, to ask or talk about how much, or little, you earn.
AND, talking about the wage difference in the same job, between women and men is an even bigger taboo..
Men get very uncomfortable about this....
Angry even, when you make this known.
It is normal to not have to use toiletpaper, when you did the big message in the toilet.
It is also normal that your stool does not stink the place up.
So, when your stool makes a mess, you are not really healthy.
Your bowel is not in top condition, at all
It should be in such a condition, that you dont need toiletpaper to whipe your ass...
How do yo make your stool in a better condition?
Start change your food intake, or the amount of it, or the time....?!
No dairly, not daily meat, lots of vegies, fruits, dried fruits too.
No! i am not against eating meat or using dairly.
It is only the amount of it, that makes your bowel sick
It seems that coffee is also not that good for your stool, or inner workings
We, the people, are becoming more and more like those cows, munching all day.
Cows have three? four? stomaches, it is in their nature to munch all day long.
Not in ours.
Coffee, I knów, it is the daily drug of many people.
And it was, once, for me, too.
Untill i got daily headaches, stomach burns, and crazy thirst.... a very dry skin... some strange way of restlessness.... nervousness..
and other signals; something was not that good...
It is a very long time ago, since i drank my last coffee.
Just like the television, i dont miss it, anymore
Sure, i needed to kick that habbit.
Researched the way they treat the coffee before they are in your cup.
The method the companies use to make coffee even drinkable, is
not really healthy in the long run, for your body balance....
So, how is your daily stool?
do you check, look back, to see the structure?
Nó, i dont need a daily rapport about it, ThankYouVeryMuch! hahahah
You might need to do that!?
Everything you eat, drink, put into your body, also meds
have an impact on the whole body workings.
Also on if your stool is in a healthy condition.
It is an uphill struggle....
I believe, we are all poisoned by the food industrie and the commercials, all over.
All their strategys to keep you munching, all day long...
Push that impulse button, to want to have those 3 seconds of feeling great, loved, wanted, rewarded, feeling of "you have the right to "that", to feel good...
Dirty tricks, all over.
Once you see through their games, you can defend yourself againts their tricks.
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It is all connected with each other,
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Posted:Nov 4, 2023 1:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2023 9:07 am 9861 Views
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Having mental sickness in the family, wich runs down some generation.
It is something that almost always skips a generation.
So, we, the litter, dont have the mental condition, our "mother" had.
Or maybe, our eldest sister has some sort of variation of it.....? Not sure.
The of one of my sisters all have some sort of mental instability, that is related to the main condition of the "mother" figure.
So has my daugther, that will always be something that will lay heavy on my conscious...
So the best way, to tackle this; is not getting any , because the burden is soo heavy, for the in question and as a parent.
By giving this to an other generation...
Stop it here!!
Strangely enough, my family dont think so!
and breed on, as i did, when i did not know about this whole family thing.....
Dont even tell their , this is a family condition, you better not want to have !
Dont give the gene on!
or something like that.
Ofcourse, it is NOT a gene thing, but you get what i mean, I hope!
It is all connected.
I feel for my sisters , because they dont have a cleu, what is hittin them, once in a while....
Getting all out of controle.... Creating havoc.
She does not want to talk about this, with her adult .
I am all for open this up, in the family.
Give them the knowledge, so they can choose, if they want to carry this burden, on....
Dont make it something, they have to feel guilt about....
To give birth, is not the ONE and ONLY purpose, goal in a womens life...
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Visited my , and her partner
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Posted:Nov 3, 2023 10:41 am
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2023 11:25 am 10358 Views
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It is always great fun, to visit my .
This time, because Halloween was coming up, she wanted to go shopping..
So, we went to three or four shops, i was done, after that!!
I.Dont. Like. Shopping. for hours and hours...... bleagh
We enjoyed ourself, anyway.
it is always fun because her sense of humor matches mine, so we have a great time.
She sees the absurdity in things the way as i see it.
We just have to look at each other and we start laughing..
Or, we say; NO, not now! walk on!
And we start laughing anyway!
She bought some Halloween stuff, i too... i have to confess... 
At their home, she made me some tea, or actually she let me make it myself.
So, i have this tea egg, full with chamomilla and put it in my glass
By entering the glass the tea egg opens!
We both look at it, and laugh!!
it was such a funny thing to see...
I could have trown the tea right in the glass... not have to worry with that tea egg thing!
Then her partner did not want me to drink the tea as it was.
and got buzy with all kind of sieve and trying not to make a mess.
My daugher and i, found that very funny.
He was soo buzy with it, it was such a nice act.
And although it rained now and then, we did enjoy each others company, very much.
Visited a market, that was not nearly a market, very small.
I did buy a combat trouser, with all those extra pockets,
I love those trousers!
We always buy some nice snacks, to bring with us, to their home, so we can snack together.
Some shopping has become some sort of a ritual, to go there and buy lovely snacks.
We went to a very fancy, High Class Hotel, to have a drink.
Were the staff is really nice and talkative, friendly, interested.
I think, we will go there, the next time i come visit her...
That will be next year... in March maybe...
all depend on the weather... and my energy level.....
We both forgot to give each other the gifts we collected for each other.
Typically us!!
Too much talking, totally forgetting other things... 
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Storm ciarán,
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Posted:Nov 2, 2023 9:25 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2023 12:00 am 9891 Views
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Because the weather is rather dull, overhere in Holland.
Not like in the US, with all those terrific storms, thunder and all that beauty.....
So, when a storm hits our coast, people all over Holland, go crazy.
every one is falling over each other in claiming how dangerous this one, will be.
Sooo tiresome, hysterical behaviour...
So, we had alarm fase orange today.....
Only on the west coast and Zeeland did get a full blast...
So, some trees died, so far one person too.
Some big trucks (empty) fall over! on their side...
The truckdriver is oke.
There where some places where the light went out....
The drama!
I love stormy weathers, i love to go outside.
On my bike, and see how far i come....
I can always walk, when the windforce is too big....
I did plan to go to the forest and go on my bike.
There were other things to do, first, so no bike ride in the woods, alas.
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Ooh, boy,
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Posted:Nov 1, 2023 4:07 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2023 12:06 am 9819 Views
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You know?
I really should not do this.
Sometimes i get some writings in my inbox, on Fet, just because i am in some discussion groups.
Not really thát active, and mostly US oriented....
The horror i read there, from subs with socalled d's.....
shudders.
There are sooo many men, on sites like this, it feels like there are more and more dangerous, narcistic? sociophatic, womenhaterd persons,
with such big women issues, real deep wemen hatred.
misogony.
It is a wonder there are not more death from their abuse of women, mentally or physically...
As far as we know, ofcourse.....
Knowing, reading those items, makes me even more anxious to get active, in "the scene", again...
Also,the things i hear from this younger couple, in Holland, makes me wanne puke, so disgusting.
The way socalled ds treat their 'submissives'....
low morals, low ethics.
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I dont know much... Aah, well....
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Posted:Nov 1, 2023 3:38 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2023 12:12 am 9600 Views
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Still figuring myself out,
Learning, always learning.
BUT,
i know ONE thing for sure,
That i am TOTALLY NOT interested in those bedroom - sex- fetish oriented, "role-play" "dominants"
With 44.0000 hours of sm porn watching as their learning "experience",
The most dangerous ones....
I am not sex, play, roleplay, bedroom orientated.
I am person orientated, want to know whó you are.
To me, it is about trust, surrender, fully, in the long run.
Not parttime, sexual submission only, for a few hours.... till next time... you feel horny again.
It has nothing to do with feeling horny, for me.
Not at all interested in your dick.
Ooh, dont worry, when i get to know you, like the way you think, your walk of life, so to say, find out we are in most ways, compatible.
I will be very interested in your dick
BUT, you know?
SM, or BDSM is, for me, not about the sexual ( fantasie) act, at all.
It is about the Ds part.
It is about building a long lasting deep trust, in such a way, i can let go.
show you my true colours, not the outside rosa, but the deep buried one...
in a safe environment, always.
Not just because that makes you horny.
But, because that trust is the base of our commitment toward each other.
Because you hunger for that deep trust, because you hunger for that level of responsibility, trust, care giving, leading.. the submissive/slave, guiding her.
Idontknowmuch.....
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Work,
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Posted:Oct 31, 2023 9:04 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2023 9:07 am 8415 Views
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Well, well,
I heard stories, today...
Unbelivable!! It makes me a bit uneasy...
A bit outside my comfort zone....
Made me wanne laugh also...
I cant give away details...
Ofcourse....
But, my god!
And then i was thinking, that i did a lot of illegal stuff, in my younger years...
Compared to some, i was a little angel! 🤣😂🤣
They gave me my own bike, to work on.
That made me very happy.
And, since the thrift shop is also selling Christmas trees,
They have a lot of those.
But, no one, understands how to put them back together!!
So, today i volentered, to put those back together.
I put three trees back together.
I had an audience....
They could not understand, that i could do that, in a rather high tempo!
The other day, because nobody understood the mechanism of those trees ,they threw some away!!
They are very happy, that i am willing to help.
I like that kind of puzzle, construction work.
I worked on my bike, too.
new tire, inner and out.
Removed some very old parts...
Removed the back wheel.
It was a nice day at the office! 🥳😄
One man is not allowed to come back, B.
He did very, very bad things.... 🤫🤫🤫
You dont bite the hand, that feeds you.....
So, now i am working two jobs, the bikes and the Christmas trees.🤣
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Christmas,
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Posted:Oct 29, 2023 4:11 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2023 9:10 am 9023 Views
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The thrift shop is also selling all kind of Christmas stuff.
So, they have a lot of fake Christmas trees...
Some men try to assemble those trees.
One guy, had put on such a christmas bonnet.
He is very small, and he sat on the floor among all those half assembled trees
It was such a funny sight, i told him; you look great! with that bonnet among all those trees!
W, one of the staff, was around too, and he too, saw the humor of it!
Christmas are the worst days of the year, for me.
With this SAD thing....
December is the worst time of the year and March/ April
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I become a bit hopefull, for some lighter days, more sunshine...
and BAM, the weather turns again and we are back at square one!  
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They seem to get to trust me, and start talking...
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Posted:Oct 29, 2023 3:58 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2023 1:41 am 7957 Views
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At this social working place, the sour guy left the work floor, to collect some 400 bikes somewhere in Holland.
So i worked with B and an other guy.
B and i finished two bikes!
I am soo proud!
B made a test drive on this one bike, wich was worked on, before by the Sourman.
While he was on the bike, one of the peddal broke off..
He almost fall of the bike!
He came back, terrible mad!!
Cursing and cursing!!
Very impressive!
So, we fixed that, again, and checked the whole bike, because it seems that the Sour man, never really put all the bolds and pieces tighten
That made them, talk, about this Sour man!
I heard storys that made my eyes roll!!
ReallY?
Well, well, well, he is not as clean as he pretend to be.....
cough!
He did not practise shoplifting, let me say that... 
He is even more nasty, then i allready, instinctively 'knew' about him.
I even think, the staff might be a bit afraid of him....
I liked it, that those two men, opened up, about him and their selfs too....
It was a very relaxing day, working with B.
No drama, no nastyness, no negativity, at all
We even thanked each other, for working together.
One of the habbits of the SOur man, is always telling me, what i do wrong.
The whole day long.
The other day, i had enough of that, so i shouted at him.
I dont do anything WRONG.
I am doing things my way!
That does not say, that is wrong!!
He immediatly moved out of the away.
Or, when you tell him he forgot to do, something, he always react with;
I know that already!
Go F yourself! You did not.
It is known, that Indian man, and maybe especially the older generation,(?) really have a very big dislike of women.
So, now, maybe, i have made some friends, overthere.
Planning on working more and more with B.
We worked together, help each other, give each other the tools needed and all that, normal healthy work relation.
Still an apprentice.
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