When you finally get it...your karate moment
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Posted:Dec 2, 2023 1:04 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2023 5:37 am 2589 Views
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I've been blogging alot lately about films,writing etc..
But honestly all of this.. writing,movies,bdsm,weight lifting..
Fuck karate..it doesn't matter..
All life ebbs and flows together
When you ready to quit and say your going home..
An old Japanese man tells you to
show me
Sand the floor..
You begrudgingly oblige him
Then it clicks
And you finally understand.
He has been trying to teach you this whole time
And finally
you are ready to
Listen
Simple
Powerful
Enlighting
Some day
You too will understand..
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Who do you really want in your mailbox
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Posted:Dec 2, 2023 8:56 am
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2023 8:53 am 2680 Views
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I ask this question because
I'm so fascinated with that
Eternal clock buried deep inside
The one called
Desire..
I pondered as I looked at personal ads today..
This one Domme told men to be patient cause her mailbox overflows.
And I thought..
No duh...you wrote your very into cbt,anal play,strapons etc
But I wondered if she was truly happy..
No doubt 99.9999999 percent of those emails are from slaves looking to get their fetishes serviced..the so called.. " do me" blys
Instead of understanding
This isn't about you..
That's not what control is about..
I honestly considered just writing her an email.
I'm curious what makes a person tick..
It's like I need to understand.
Yet knowing full well I'm not really what she seeks..
I'd be just another email in the box.
She like a lot of women could just be talking a good game..
But I fear she might not really want control
When she meets someone that
Understands
Her desire.
So I have to ask..
Do you really know what you want in your mailbox
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Where is the payoff? And does the audience deserve better
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Posted:Dec 1, 2023 10:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2023 7:25 am 2187 Views
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I use to think a story must have a beginning,a middle and an end..
And I ponder...as I watch..and process
See your boy
Is
Different.
I can't sit and just enjoy a movie or tv show.
My mind shifts into overdrive and begins to mentally rewrite the script. My mind wants to recast or do scenes differently.
Like I finally got to watch that Paterson from twilight in " the batman" movie..
And I wasn't a fan
I won't bore you with a movie review or my changes..
I used to think stories needed a beginning, middle and end
But I evolved pass such petty issues
Now my major concern is the
Payoff...did the writer fullfill the promise made to the audience..
In the batman's case?
I'll argue no..
Now when I write a story I'm looking specifically for that moment,that connection,those emotions..it's that payoff..
Cause the audience deserves this defining moment..its their moment
And now?
I See that moment as the starting point for a story and work backwards ..
Like in avengers endgame where Tony stark proclaims..
I am ironman..
And ironically
It doesn't have to be this big heroic superhero moment
And you don't even have to like the character..
It can be as simple as Rick Sanchez( rick and morty) at a bar phoning the intergalactic police..
To come arrest him..
Rick is shown surrendering so his ,grandkids and yes..Jerry will be safe..
Rick is a self absorbed azz,he fucked over his family multiple times and have put their lives in danger...
And through all that alcohol and haze
In the end
He still cares.
..even if he doesn't care about himself..
Rick is shown locked up in this cage on a wall with thousands of other cages...very matrix like prison scene
That is his new life..
Surrounded by thousands
Yet still alone...
But without that moment
You've failed as a writer.
Sorry but I need to feel,I need to care,I need to be invested
And I need that moment..
Or else He's just another flavor of the week dressed as " batman"..
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The winter of leo..and what I learned so far
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Posted:Dec 1, 2023 9:37 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2023 10:49 pm 2515 Views
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I mentioned numerous times my current employer promised me my paid time off..180hrs
I blogged..
.like that Seinfeld episode where George gets time off and it will be the " summer of george..
That I wanted the month of December off...I wanted the winter of Leo.
And it looks like I'm getting most of it...
So I already had a week off and learned some life lessons.
Lesson 1.
Even though I literally hit up the gym 5 times this week...just being away from work caused me to eat like a ..I can't repeat that mistake
One will never balance out the other.
Lesson 2.
I'm a middle card man. Meaning I watched current podcast from former wrestlers..
In this case it was Shane douglas..
And everything he went through with Vince and the wwf...
From low pay..to a 13 yr old vet having to prove himself to the wwf..to the company promising you shit and telling you to just..hold on..soon we will get this together..we will be bigger etc. This is a great oppertunity for you..
Is the exact same crap my workplace told me like 10 days ago
I'm middle card..a place holder..I'm never going to rise in this company
I'm not special
Lesson 3
What ever is old..is new again..
You can tell the younger generation 1+1=2..
You can preach 1 and 1 has always been 2..
And some 20 yr old tiktok chad clown comes along..
And says...nah bro...it's 3..
And any cred the older generation had...
Flies out the window ..
Old school bodybuilding..modern bodybuilding is
Gone..
Replaced by 20 yrs old telling ..you don't need this or that..
Just look at me...superjacked...on every steroid he can handle
Hail the new " liverking".
Look at me,follow me brah..
And the younger generation clicks,subs and blindly follows
1+1=3
Lesson 4
You can h word me
You can love me...
But you read because your intrigued...
I have a ride or d!e personality...you may not like me but you know I'm the guy that is gonna " get you to the boarder".
The same for writing characters...
You don't have to love them
You don't have to h word them..
But you continue to read...
Cause your invested in them..
Lesson 5...with time off I watched that dumpster fire movie with Andrew Garfield as spiderman..
And Leo being Leo started to mentally compare and contrast this movie to the superior spiderverse one..
Today's lesson...you can spend millions on cgi, you can put tom cruise in yiur movie, you can be
Diverse as you want..
And in the end...
You simply need to
Let people feel Spiderman pain...let him fall in love..let him lose before he wins
And if you truly believe snow white isn't a love story and those elements need to be removed..
Then why are you writing..
You are empty.
Lesson 5
Don't care how many times you reboot a character or a franchise..
We know who spiderman,batman,superman is...
We don't have to through another rehash orgin story..
If anything the best characters are the strong silent types..those without an orgin story..
And those details slowly come out through the story.
Lesson six..diversity
You can put in tons of diversity...
But if your not giving the audience what they really want...
Then what's the point.
I watched the 2023 Dr who episode..fans were freaking out because they dared play the pronoun game,had a trans actor in this episode..
But who literally cares...
They gave homage to the fans..
We got our doctor/ doctor Donna moment..
And I couldn't have asked for more.
Lesson 7...life outside of work..welcome to pto mornings
I literally didn't know there would be this many people on the roads,in the gym,in the supermarkets...
Like do that many people work nights..
Cause I was a bit suprised
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Honest question..when did the fat ass look become the thing
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Posted:Nov 30, 2023 5:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2023 4:35 pm 2633 Views
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I'm curious as to when the Kim Kardashian back side became a thing..
And it seems to me more of a female obsession than a male desire..
And I'm not talking about a big ass on a normal sized woman..
I'm not bashing bbw.
I'm talking about nothing on top and a dump truck for an ass look..the ass that can hold a wine glass look
The look that LSU gymnast makes bank off of..that look that every woman at planet pizza gym desires..
And I wonder why???
And why is a small or flat ass not desireable??
This is like saying why do guys wish to be freakishly muscular when the ideal artistically should be say Michelangelo's david..
And I think most women would agree that overly muscular men are off putting.
Well hello....Kim Kardashian is off putting..
But I want your opinion...
Is that gym butt..that yoga butt off putting..
And of course every dude is gonna say nahhh..
But guys would luv any sorta female butt..if it's exposed..if it is wrapped in a tight gym attire etc
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Why do we fear " control"..is it not mearily " change"
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Posted:Nov 29, 2023 5:31 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2023 9:10 am 2599 Views
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I process these sorta things as I study how businesses are run..
And let's be honest
Isn't control..
Simply change
Whether that is something new like..Hey everyone now has standing desk...to new " uniforms" to wacky corporate hat day or wnatever..
If we can put up with that sorta bullshit..
Then why are we suprised when say a spouse suddenly desires control.
I'm suprised at societies sticker shock over bdsm..
I mean if I'm wearing a goofy asses corporate uniform..
Why would you be shocked that I'm now..
Say naked and collared at home..
Both are a form of submission
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Wish I had that " sorta" life
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Posted:Nov 25, 2023 8:51 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2023 8:52 pm 2626 Views
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Maybe you read about a real life Forrest gump..
Where the guy literally fumbles his way to success despite the odds.
I use to think that title belonged to author roald dahl..
But I caught a YouTube vid on the life of William myer....aka George the animal steel..
And omg..
Large,shy,bullied as a with dyslexia..his mom told him to fight back at the neighborhood bullies..took on 15 of them.
Went to high school and became an all world athlete..became a big man on campus.
Knocked up his hs gf but still went to college..got a full ride scholarship. A freshman literally allowed to practice with the senior team...
That is how big William was
Had to enrol in an rotc program??? and punched this rotc geek in the face..
Lost a year of college eligibility???
Was in a wrestling class and tanked a match so his slacker friend could earn a passing grade...the dick teacher quickly caught on and gave the slacker an A
And William an " f"..lost another year of egilibility..
Guy offered him a job helping to teach disadvantaged ..
He took the job,finished his degree...
And you'd think that would be the end of the story..
Well by then the young couple had 5 and the teacher salary didn't pay the bills.
So William tried to get a job as a bouncer ...but couldn't get hired.
His friend was a big wrestling fan and told young William to go see this booker..
And the b ooker hired him on...
Can you imagine teaching,being the wrestling coach,the drivers ed coach..
And wrestling part time..
And he did this for like 20 yrs...
Only to have the state revoke his ability to teach drivers education due to the massive amounts of speeding tickets he had...
After school he'd speed to towns like 150 miles away to wrestle that night..
So William now needing money for his family..joined the Pittsburgh pa wrestling territory and was officially renamed...George steel..
And a legend was born...
Can you imagine doing a bs side hussle for 20 yrs..
And then people like hulk Hogan emerged and the industry caught fire..
Where most dudes were 20..he was already 40 something..
Which usually means he should have missed out on the big paydays..
But ended up wealthy, newly turned to religion and retired due to a disease.
He is now passed...
But omg what a life..I'd be scared shitless to get a girl pregnant,be married at 17..
I'd be shitless to see that college oppertunity go down drain.
I'd be scared someone would out me as a wrestler and I'd lose my teaching job..
William wore a mask.
And in the end...William became a millionaire
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Worst marriage proposal ever..or am I the ass
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Posted:Nov 25, 2023 7:26 am
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2023 9:33 am 3004 Views
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By now you probably wasted a few brain cells reading Reddit post or sites that borrow such post for their own content..
This one lady was pissed that the guy she has been shacking up with for 8 years didn't propose to her..
And when he did...it was the lamest ever..
Basically she set up this camping trip so he could get down on one knee and romantically proclaim his love for her..on some hiking trail
It didn't happen...instead of hiking...he went fishing and threw the ring box at her..
Saying..apparently this will make you happy/ this is what you want etc..
She feels she was cheated out of that moment..a moment she has been dreaming of since she was a girl..
And of course 99 percent of people piled on the boyfriend
Claiming he is the worst boyfriend ever..
No one stood up for this dude..
So I'll take a second and try to explain..
First off men are not an accessory...a ken to your barbie..we aren't a place holder for your dreams..
Second..your childhood dreams are not ours..our primary focus as a couple shouldn't be doing things that make you solely happy..
That isn't marriage..that is femdom.
Maybe you've noticed everything about a wedding ceremony revolves around the bride..
With nothing really for the groom..
He stands there in a generic rental tux...men honestly don't like weddings..
Third..it's pretty obvious that this guy is against the concept of marriage..
That doesn't make him immature,unworthy or someone to simply leave..
There are plenty of guys like myself that think the societal ideal of marriage is outdated ..for both straight and gay people
That doesn't make us less of a man,fathers..
And it does no good to pressure someone into something he doesn't want to do..
It's obvious he doesn't want to get married...that doesn't mean he doesn't love her..
I sorry..but why does a marriage become the final yogi medal a guy has to get to prove his love..that last barrier he must hurdle
Is this boyfriend an ass??,
Who knows...because no one is asking about his feelings..
To me it sounds like she not only staged this camping trip..she literally guilt tripped him into it..
This is akin to him saying he wants ..always dreamed of ..
And she saying..nope..
Hopefully nobody would proclaim her the worst girlfriend ever..
If anything people would say he may be quilting her into having ..
Sooooo what's the difference???
Why is a man an ass just because he has a different dream,concept of what love is..
And it isn't a fairytale dream of puffy dresses...And Prince charmings.
When can society focus on a man's concept of love and commitment..
Cause living 8 yrs with a woman apparently isn't good enough..
And who ever said we are OWED an experience..
My point is the concept of marriage is bloated...most marriages end in divorce,women are usually the ones that file for a divorce..
So why would a guy see anything remotely romantic about a wedding..
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In the end..you just realised..holy fuck..I am right
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Posted:Nov 23, 2023 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2023 2:40 pm 2994 Views
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You all have to understand
My sole gift is being able to read people.
You may disagree with me...today?..tomorrow?.next Tuesday..? Next year?
You may fight me with your very core..You may h word my guts that much
But there will come that day
When you'll finally understand and need someone to talk to
And I'll be there for you.
When your finally ready to talk.
I'm here to listen
In the end..
I'm not counting who was right..or wrong
I'm just happy that your finally ready to have this conversation.
I'm leo..
The deepest motherfucker that you ever met..
And he understands you..
Cause..I was you
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Is there room for Frank blogs on kink,sex on alt..
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Posted:Nov 23, 2023 7:22 am
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2023 9:47 am 2972 Views
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I talked about censorship on alt..
And made the point that we freely give this content to this company
Which shares it with sister sites...including your profile.
And I may not be a 20 something girl in yoga pants..
But I still believe I swing a big dick..
The audience is aging as we speak..
And it's rare for anyone on alt to broach topics like...
Getting older and feeling freer to actually explore..
Whether that be the lifestyle or perhaps their own sexual orientation.
People don't have access to someone like me..
Hell most likely don't know someone like me..
They don't have anywhere to share what they are experiencing..
And certainly don't have a bro to say..
Dude...that's sorta normal..don't sweat it..
You can keep promoting the only fans business model..
But how's that working out for onlyfans..
More of this audience looks like me...acts like me
And wonders like me..
I am the real
Slim shady.
But I ponder if there is room for me..
Look at my viewers...look at your members..
And alt
Tell me
Is there room for real discussion
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