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Posted:Jun 19, 2006 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2019 6:02 pm 16428 Views
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I couldn't even sleep last night....was still up at 5 am.....between 2 am and now I have gotten myself off 9 times....so not the same....I want more and I want it now. I think I'll go for a personal record of 20 times in 24 hours. I hate when I get like this. I need a damn harem and then this would sooooo be a non issue!
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!
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little known fact
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Posted:Jun 19, 2006 1:23 am
Last Updated:Jun 20, 2006 4:48 pm 16934 Views
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Coco pebbles at 4am is food of the Gods!
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What a bitch!
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Posted:May 19, 2006 11:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2019 8:57 pm 26851 Views
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Boy did that last entry sound shitty or what? I really was ticked off. I sometimes forget that I have that side to me. I seriously considered deleting it, but then I thought.....why? it was me at that exact moment and while not ideal, it was real.
Hmmm, maybe time and age doesn't mellow us as much as we think. Maybe it just teaches us to control (hide?) ourselves better. Well, anyone that knows me even briefly knows that I am a pretty nice person. Blunt, and to the point sometimes, but nice. So hopefully, I will be excused for my little irrational generalization. I must be getting frustrated. I think I need to start writing stories again, but not until after I go see Da Vinci Code. I love dan brown....THAT boy can write his ass off!
And the three guys I mentioned.....Winners everyone, even though they are as different as can be. They all have something that speaks to me on a deeper level than he-she, so I had to leave them out of the drama.
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Thought for the day
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Posted:May 17, 2006 9:18 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2015 4:59 pm 33743 Views
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MEN SUCK! (and hell...most of 'em don't even do that right either)
Okay, so I'm generalizing which I totally hate, but I'm in a shitty mood right now and it all started with a (semi)human being with outdoor plumbing.
I don't think $ is the root of all evil.....Y chromosomes are!
Well, except for.............
Ursecretlvr
U77TH (he even comes with a gorgeous side-kick who'll be the neighborhood "hot mom" in about 5 years)
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Joecool128
DEEP SIIIGGGGHHHH.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better!
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Still kickin
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Posted:Mar 23, 2006 9:17 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2015 4:59 pm 35296 Views
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Yeah I haven't posted lately. Why? you ask. Well first my computer was down off and on for over a month (a rousing "thanks for the swell viruses" goes out to the folks that I was dumb enough to let onto my personal IM). Finally, got it back up and running ...yes a new hard drive WAS required, then this site decided to go on the rag. I've spent the last 2 weeks "loosing" sent and supposedly received emails, crashed chats, testimonials that won't post and other various site errors. It finally seems to be working normally again(take that with a grain of salt), so I may just start talking to my self again. I so need to share the story of the hot little panties that one of my friends sent me via US mail....Yes they were worn and no they were not empty 
I'd also like to elaborate on a killer post that shygirl2006 made a few weeks back about music that makes me hot. Then there was the CA boy.... But not tonight. I am sick as a right now, and have stopped at least 10 times, just typing this, to cough up a lung so I'd better wait til I'm more in the mood.
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I like talking to myself this way, at least I understand me.
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Posted:Jan 30, 2006 3:46 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2011 12:53 pm 34891 Views
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Well, a few days have passed and while I'm still hurt and disappointed, acceptance has begun to set in and my wounded pride is knitting itself back up as the hours pass. I still don't understand the standing up or the sudden shutting out of people that you talk to regularly(with no explanation or warning), but talking with others who have had the same experiences or worse has really helped me to start moving past the anger (thanks Jim & Doc).
I don't see how being a bit (or a bunch) kinky or fetish inclined can make anyone forget all of the people skills and manners we were taught in Kindergarten. I've had people here start fights with me by email for no apparent reason...I'm still trying to figure that one out.
If you think I did something wrong, or that we have different goals/desires/interests then just tell me. I'd rather take my whipping like a woman than be neglected like a little girl. I won't cry and beg you to change your mind. I'd rather save my begging for better things!
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This is me, for those who care to know.
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Posted:Jan 29, 2006 12:48 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2013 8:30 pm 35441 Views
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Did you ever have one of those days when you aren't really sure what you wanna be when you grow up?
Well I'm having one of those lives!
I of course prefer to think of myself as a work in progress: always changing, ever evolving, growing, learning, being. I'm never the same me twice, even though some things do remain pretty constant.
I've been a bad girl and a good girl. I've done the right things and the wrong things. I make decisions that effect only me and others that effect everyone around me.
I'm honest and open about almost everything, so why is it so damn hard to find an honest and open person around here?
Perhaps that is my naivete showing, that I think that a site like this would bring out honesty in people who don't feel comfortable honestly being themselves anywhere else.
During my time here, I have talked with some really great people, but there are several people here who talked the talk but clenched when it came to walking the walk...(okay, so I love cliches....hate me for something worthwhile okay).
What is the point in building up rapport with someone that you have no intention on getting together with? If you want "just email contact" that's fine, but at least say that. When someone winks at you or emails you, be courteous and reply even if you're not interested. I do, and it's usually appreciated!
Don't start fights with someone because they didn't do exactly what you though they should/would. I've met some guys that I thought were really great. Most have turned out to be major disappointments on so many levels it's actually immeasurable. They are either cowards, liars, posers, or a combination of all 3.
I'm still trying to figure out which they are, why I fell for it, and why I would actually care at this point. Unfortunately, I do care. It's a character flaw I guess!
It is hard to find someone with similar interests, so laying it all out up front helps. Screw the roles, save that for when you know each other a bit better. If you really click, no words will need to be spoken anyway. Body language says it all, quite loudly at that!
Don't waste my time if you can't play with the big boys (or girls). Don't talk to me about what WILL happen and then make excuses when I say okay great...when. Time is the one thing I can't control no matter how bad I want to, and I don't appreciate any lying, sneaky weasels who waste mine.
If you understand all of this, maybe we should talk...if you feel guilty reading this, stay away or ask forgiveness. I'm aggressive, not heartless. I'll ask for(or tell you)what I want. If your wants are different, then so be it. We can either decide to try it anyway...or not. Just save the lies and bullshit for someone who'll appreciate or accept it. This girl is for real, and if you can't hang, then keep swingin elsewhere monkey-boys!
I'm aggravated today. Aggravated and disappointed (you know who you are and you know why). Hopefully my next entry will be less preachy.
To anyone that read down this far....thanks! I feel much better now. No less sad, but at least unburdened.
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